♥Daydreamer♥

2010-10-31T22:57:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna leave this blog now:):) Ask me up for the new link if you want to...I most probably won't give it out till after the Os though...Still, I'm gonna keep all the current links I have now:):) Please stay in toucg bloggers:)

Gonna move on from this lil blog now^^

Lots of love,
♥andrea♥

sighs

2010-10-31T22:49:00.002+08:00

I thank God sooo much that He has guided and protected my baby:) I know (or at least that's what everyone is telling me) that he is alright now^^

I'm soooo sorry I couldn't go and visit you at the hospital today my baby:( I just wanna give you a super big hug now....I miss you soooo much! ♥ Anyways, I love you soooo much baby, and I forever will:) I will see you really soon okay?

♥andrea♥

You're too cute! ♥

2010-09-26T17:01:00.001+08:00

Baby, you're tooo cute. And you need to stop being soooooo adorable:( You've got me smiling to myself and yes, blushing♥ I love you sooooo much baby♥♥

♥andrea♥

♥ILY♥

2010-09-10T18:21:00.002+08:00

I may not get to see you as often as I like, I may not be able to be in your arms all through the night. But deep in my heart, I truly know you’re the one that I love and I can’t let you go♥

I love you sooo much, and nothing can ever change that okay?♥

♥andrea♥

P.S. for the stupid stranger:

Don't come here tagging and saying that you hate my darling. That's just asking for trouble. I mean, who in the world are you anyway? If you're looking for a fight, please go else where ok? And if you're looking for a girl who will take notice of you, I suggest you do the same. You're such a loser who has no life. I'm sorry, but I'm being straighforward. Stop disturbing me PLEASE. I'm kinda like wasting my time talking to you, but I hope you get the message to GET LOST. Really, you're freaking annoying. Back off would you?

strangers...such cowards.

2010-09-09T18:09:00.002+08:00

WOW-again. Long time since I came to blogger, sadly abandoned:(

Anyway, can I ask, who in the world is that STRANGER? Is he mad or what? Some people don't seem to have much sense. So many people just love to be out and ruin other people's lives huh? Totally, that guy is pissing me off. I thought I told the idiot not to tag?? And what a freaking coward? Doesn't he know how to put his name??? I mean, confessing your love to someone but remaining annonymous-.- Geez, you'll definitely get accepted that way dude. Grrr, piss off....

Anyway, had a fruitful day today. Helped mom out with chores in the morning, studied in the afternoon and planning to study more later:p Hahahaha:D Ok, I think I've lost my mind today...Anyway, gonna be back on tumblr to reblog. Check out my posts:p

♥andrea♥

P.S. I love you Baby, and I miss you♥

WOW.

2010-08-17T22:15:00.003+08:00

WOW. Totally. Its been sooo long since I last came here:/

And my goodness, soo much has happened:):) Oh, and guess what??? I'm 16:p Hahaha, kay, that's lame-.- Anyway, my birthday is one that I'll never ever forget!! :D Believe me.

Well, before I start, I should say that the days before my birthday was really really really depressing! A minimum of 4hrs of sleep a night and soo much studying to do! :( But hey, I'm still alive:D:D Anyway...

First, my friends decided to TRY [note the word TRY] to set me up for my brthday:):) That was really epic!!! And yes, I keep forgetting to tell this to my Baby:( Hahaha, I don't know why, but I just have STM-.- Anyway, plan was that they would tell me that we would got out as a group. You know just us gals out for a meal in town. But then..I suspected something more to that. Funny that Shafiqah kept asking soooo many questions. My doubts were pretty much cleared when she suddenly asked for His number. LOL. But of course I wasn't such a mean person, so I didn't burst their bubble...YET:p Haha, but I did the following day anyway...-.- Hahaha:D:D Kay, so I didn't even go out with them in the end. I had my DPA interviewT.T And believe me, that was such a failure...Oh but I did my best:) So no regrets at all:):)

Then comes church camp during that very same weekend. On the night of 8th August, my Baby shocked me :D As in totally...I never knew that He'd be sooo daring to do such a thing:/ Hehehe, thank you soooo much again my darling♥ I love you very very very much♥♥ [And yes, I miss you soooooo much! ♥]

Well, after that I'm stuck here, STUDYING AGAIN:D:D Haha, prelims are just slightly less than a month away so I'm mugging hard now:):)

SO maybe you'd be asking me now what in the world am I doing here this late??? LOL. Hahaha, well, just chilin after my work. Gonna sleep really soon too...maybe;) Hahaha, kay, back to Amaths and PHYSICS.

[Did I mention that for this morning, I had like 3hrs of MATHS STRAIGHT? Amaths, physics, followed by Emaths.Geeez, then more Amaths during form teacher period plus AMATHS REMEDIAL. :/ Geez, I'm full of maths now...I see stars...+.+]

Kay bye for now:):)

♥andrea♥

P.S. I'm the most blessed person in the world. I thank him with all my heart! All the support from my AWESOME FRIENDS, my loving family and my sweeeeeeet Baby♥ I love you all soooo much! ♥

Chilllzzz

2010-07-30T20:31:00.002+08:00

Geez, I hate today's whether...The sky has been sooo grey...I guessed it affected everyone's mood huh? We all seemed depressed. Or maybe its just us sec 4s...Hais...Sad much?

Anyway, I don't really know what to say here...just check out my tumblr to see random stuffs alright:):)

Happy weekend STUDYING peeps...You do know that mock exams are next week. Just 3 days away:) All the est everyone! :D

♥andrea♥

P.S. I posted this on my tumblr and I'll say it once again. To my darling...Don’t listen to what they say. Coz to me, you are and will always be cute and handsome just the way you are kay? :) You know I love you, and I always will♥

All because I'm me

2010-07-28T18:33:00.002+08:00

Because I’m me, I feel like this today. Because I’m me, I feel stupid feelings like this. Because I’m me, I cried like a stupid idiot infront of my helpless friend. Because I’m me, I haven’t had a proper meal the whole day. Because I’m me, I made my friends mad today. Because I’m me, I’m blabbing nonsense right now. Because I’m me, I get stupid thoughts that don’t even make any sense.

All this crap, all this nonsense. ALL BECAUSE I’M ME.

And all I want is to be able to have the strength to be something for once. Other than me. Coz Being a weak, sensitive, emotional and forgiving person…Its really not as easy as you think. Even if I’m smiling all day. I get tired and i have feelings too.

And you know...

There are days when even the closest people to you can make you want to scream. When all you can say to them is…Yeah, I know. But YOU’RE NOT ME. So don’t even try to understand what the hell I’m going through. Coz somehow, you never will. Somehow, I just it when I get judged for being me. I'm imperfect, but perfectly me. What am I supposed to do?

♥andrea♥

P.S. I just over-think sometimes. Today is one of those times. I'm sooo sorry. Its my freaking nature and nothing because of you.

Don't worry, I won't ditch blogger:)

2010-07-09T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hello!! Haha, I haven't updated in a while huh? But anyway, my tumblr is kinda active?? yea, but not to worry, I won't ditch blogger:) Anyway, just in case you guys don't know, my tumblr is under my links. And you may have noticed that the post that I'm about to write is form my tumblr:):)

Sooo....

Hahaha, today was our turn for the External Validation interveiw. We were interviewed by a guy named Andrew Tan. Some principal of a good school I suppose? Anyway, it was really quite funny after all. I mean, yes, it was nerve-racking. But come on...You gotta admit that it was funny right?? :D

Before the interview: Mrs Chua asked why we (Student leaders) had different colour ties. We answered her in a kinda joking manner, "Different generation" I mean come on...Who would ask that right?

During the interveiw: Mr Tan- "May I ask, why do you have dfferent coloured ties?" And we really said different generation! :) How awesome huh? But the best part is that he actually bought the excuse-.- FAIL.

After interveiw: We joked about it, and even told Mrs Ho. She kinda had a worried look on her face :/

But hey, I think we guys did a really good job:):) It didn't feel all fake and scripted to me and I believe that we were able to cover most of the points the teachers wanted us to right?? :):)
Oh, but just one thing...Of all the people whom you guys can ask to write down the report, it had to be me?? :( I have like..a SEVER CASE OF SHORT TERM MEMORY. And I'm serious okayy...I forget sooo many things.... :( But I have yet to hand it in. I was actually working on it just now but I kinda gave up. My head was throbbing already:( I can't remember sooo much [except for all the nonsense :p ]

So, I waited for Shafiqah after school, went to her house again. Went Home at around 5pm or soo...Got ready for tuition. Went for tuition. Went home. My lifestyle is soooo boring:( [Only perks would be when I talk to you perhaps? :D ]

Anyway, Amaths lesson tomorrow. I guess we're finishing up differentiation and starting on integration? :( Soooo tired...I can't absorb much...I drew out a time-table for the weekend, and my gosh...I would have to sleep at about 12am plus just to complete the minimum requirements! :( plus revisions and all...probably 2am?? But I know that the Lord will always be guiding me:):) But still, I think my immune system might deteriorate once again:( Like seriously...My throat is hurting sooo much now:( Can't even eat that much:(:(

Anyway, have a good night and a good weekend everyone!! :D

♥andrea♥

P.S. I miss you:( I looove you soooo much♥ You just make me smile...sometimes...a bit toooo much:/ ♥♥♥

2010-06-24T19:31:00.003+08:00

Hello! :)

Oh wells, didn't update for a while...I've been caught up with work and I guess...I was too lazy to blog:p Hmmm...

You guys know, there's this little chain message going around in facebook...This one:

"Be honest and post this on anyone's wall who made you smile somewhere,sometime in yourlife. It may surprise you, but check out how many comesback.Thanks a lot for making me smile ♥"
Gosh...You know, the moment I read this, I automatically thought of YOU...But gosh...There's totally no way I can do that:( I'd be labelled crazy if I did... :/

Haha, anyway, nothing much for the past few days:):) Went to the Universal Studious with my family yesterday:) Not bad, saw some really cool stuff:) But the thing is, my family isn't really sporting enough to go for some of the more freaky rides and all.. :( Haha, but nevertheless, it was a nice time out with my family:):)

Hmm, gosh, I miss you soooo much:( And probably the worst thing is that school's gonna start next week:( Hais, here comoes the work load...

I'm scared to take on the new term...REALLY SCARED. :( Hmmm, THE REASON MAY BE A STUPID ONE THOUGH. D:And its not because of anyone or anything else that I'm feeling this way. I mean...its like, I know myself well...I know very well of what may happen this term...But ALWAYS REMEMBER, I'll be doing my best no matter what:):) I know very well that it won't be easy..Nothing in life is ever easy [except maybe for Salvation which is like really a GIFT(: ] So I'm gonna be working hard for the next few months:) But really...there are just times when I still get overwhelmed by my fear... :'(

Anyhoos...Gonna go now:) Seriously...I have a habit of huggin my pillow now-a-days...bleahT.T Especailly when I miss you.. :(

So...See you guys next week people! -.- Really...I've been back to school for more than half of my holidays...there is really no way I can say that I miss it...-.-

♥andrea♥

P.S. I miss you sooo much na:( I looveee you♥

The best Father, our God :)

2010-06-20T16:43:00.005+08:00

Happy Father's Day!! ♥

Hmm, today was Father's day:) The usual yet unique celebration in our church where all the families had to say a little something for their fathers:):)

Anyway, I want to FIRSTLY APPOLGIZE to YOU :(:(

I am sooo soooo sooorrryy that I wasn't able to reply your message:( It really slipped my mind to buy top-up for my phone and I don't think that I'll be getting one soon:( Gosh..this sucks...And truth be told, I miss you soo much:( Yea, I kinda just saw you earlier on but I just still miss you♥ Please forgive me?:( I've been messing up sooo much now-a-days...And I really don't know why... :( I'm super-duper sooooorrryy my love:( I loooveee you sooo soooo much♥ I really really am soooooo sorry:( I feel soo bad always messing up here :( I am sooo sorry:(
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Thought of today: My life verse; Proverbs 3:5-6

-Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
-In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.

Yes, indeed we must trust in the Lord with all our hearts. And I really have faith in the Lord. I know that no matter what happens, the Lord will be guiding me and that He will always keep me safe. [hmm, sidetrack thought: reminds me of how glad I am that we have the same life verse :D♥]

In conjunction to this, I thought of something else. Something that I learned not too long ago. I learned this when i was in sec2. Hmm, about 2 years ago? Everyone in this little world would want to fit in. Can I say that this is a common problem for all teenagers? Fitting in? But of course, while I was in sec1, the Lord has blessed me with knowledge and understanding to know that I just have to be myself and not try too hard to fit in. And yes, I am thankful for that. But in sec2, I learned that we MUST NOT JUDGE for this makes it harder for everyone to live harmoniously together.

I learnt this when one day, an old friend of mine came to ask me for some advice. Hmm, I should say that it was a typical situation for a teenager to be in. Love, hurt, pain, denial, rejection, broken promises. And yes, in such a situation, it seems as though everyone knows what the obvious thing to do is but the person in the situation itself is at a loss. I marveled at this fact. I mean, WHY? And I learned my lesson there.

Its coz, no matter how obvious the situation may be, no matter how stupid one person may look through his/her actions, you CAN NEVER JUDGE THEM. We may have experienced it before or seen similar examples in our lives. But no one can ever really know what it is like. You ask me why?

It coz no matter how similar the situation may be, the people who are involved in the situation ARE NOT THE SAME. No matter how similar two people may be, they are not and WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. Seeing eye to eye on certain things doesn't mean you'll see eye to eye on everything. You can NEVER TELL SOMEONE WHAT TO DO. You can advice them. Tell them of what you think. If they take your advice, then just be wary as you may be blamed responsible for the consequences of their decisions. If not, then, just take it that you were there to lend a listening ear. This is why we have FREE WILL. Its your life, you're responsible for it.

So what did I say to my friend in the end? I told her firstly that life's gonna get hard and it won't be easy to strive through it, but no matter what her decision would be, I wouldn't reprimand her for it nor would I hate her for it. I would gladly support her all the way and I promised to be there if she would ever need a listening ear. Then I told her stories of similar situations. Of course I told her that in the end, it would still be her decision but stories of the past can help us see what's in store for us if we ever do the same thing again. And the most important thing to do is that YOU FOLLOW YOUR HEART and ALWAYS TRUST THE LORD.

And so, the story goes on. But I think that I am forever grateful to the Lord for this message that He gave me. And I really thank God for everything He has thought me, given me, and blessed me with. Throughout the years, He has guided me, blessed me and thought me things that have made me into who I am today. He knows my secrets, He knows my past and future. He was able to answer my prayers and He was always there in my lowest points in life. He is indeed our BEST FATHER :)

So I guess, I've been really tired out today eventhough I have no idea why. Haha, random thought: I kinda miss eating rice:p Haha, its just that my family's like going on some diet. They all need to lose weight [that's what they're all saying] and I'm the only who'd be in trouble if I lose more weight-.- Pathetic. My dad says that I need to eat more. But Ijust can't somehow. Milk is always the best, and I love to drink chocolate milk;P Haha, but then, it hinders my eating habitsT.T Bleah....

Ok, so I guess that sit now:)

♥andrea♥

P.S. I am sooooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooo sorry once again:( I reeally feel very bad about this:(:( I'm terribly sorry:(:( I l♥ve you soooooooooooooo sooooooo much, and remember, nothing can change that in my heart♥ You're my one and only love;) ♥

Two hearts that unite♥

2010-06-19T19:44:00.003+08:00

A little something I saw on the net…it reminded me of my conversation with Jannine:) Haha, babe, this one is for you :D Haha, I really wish you and HIM the best babe:) Don’t be too worried about it alright? You guys are really sweet and God will be guiding you guys all the way. I’ll be praying for you guys alright?♥ Hehe, just like how you’ve always been supporting me through all my decisions, I’ll be behind your back too babe;) Hahaha, love ya babe:) ♥

And of course don’t think I’ve forgotten:) Aaww, you know my Darling, you never fail to melt my heart and I really really love you♥ Gosh, you’ve been in my head the whole day(: I miss you soooo much na…♥ I really never thought I’d meet a guy like you:) I loooovveee you♥

♥andrea♥

2010-06-18T18:11:00.003+08:00

♥Now can you feel the magic in the air? It must’ve been the way you kissed me♥ I love you sooooo much, thank you for yesterday♥

Thank you soooooo much for yesterday:) I love you soooo much talaga♥ and always remember that I’ll always be here for you my love, we’ll always support each other no matter what♥ No matter what they say or think, you know that I’ll always be loving you♥ I love you wholeheartedly♥♥

That’s it for now:) Have a good weekend people(:

♥andrea♥

P.S. Just trust me babes;)

Nothing would change how much I love you♥

2010-06-15T18:55:00.002+08:00

I believe I am tooooo in love with you:) hahaha, I just loooovveee you soo soo much♥ Who would have known that I’d meet a guy like you? So sweet, caring and forever melting my heart(:

Hehe, basically, I’ve been thinking of you the whole day…Hmmm, aren’t you ever tired of running in circles in my mind? :D Hahaha;) Gosh, I’m really in loooovee with you♥

You ask me why I lovee him soo much? Its coz…
Hmmm, you know, He’s the only one who has ever made me feel this way. Up to this time, I’ve never been soo certain about something in my life. Hmm, unlike any other guys He’s just sooo different. The way he cares for me is just sooo different. He out-shines every other guy that I’ve known. He has this somewhat innocent nature and yet he seem soo much more mature and really the type of guy I know I can trust with my life:). Most of the times, I find that you’re a whole lot more mature than me:) [Another thing my friends would definitely agree on :p ]

Haha, gosh, I can just imagine the faces and reactions of my friends as they read this post;D Hahaha, gosh, I believe I know the exact word to describe this. LOVESICK:) Haha, or maybe LOVEDRUNK. :p

I loveee you my darling♥ Nothing would change that love:) I might not say it often, but I just want you to know that there is nothing more special than having you by my side always♥ I just hope that I can make you as happy as you make me:)

Anyway, I thought of a little something [like at last] to describe how I really am feeling. I’m ever so thankful to the Lord for giving me a person like you so this is what I suddenly thought of:)

I asked God for a flower, He gave me a garden
I asked God for a minute, He gave me a day
Then I asked Him for an angel and true love
And He gave me you♥

♥andrea♥

One more night♥

2010-06-12T18:04:00.002+08:00

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. ~Kay Knudsen

Gosh...I don't even know who the hell is that. But yes, I miss you sooo sooo much:(

But only one last night for me to go to sleep without knowing how you’re doing. After that, I’ll be more comforted :) ♥ You know, I miss you sooo sooo much? I never missed someone this much before. Even when I went to camps, I never really missed my parents and all. Hmm, you are constantly on my mind, my friends have reminded me over and over again to not miss you so much:(
Haha, some people even tried to volunteer to be a temporary “replacement” for you-.- Seriously, I was about to laugh at that…And they were like “I’ll be your replacement ok? (That better not be okay!!)” Haha, seems like they really care for me…Hehe, I’m really really touched though:):)

And the thing that I really really don’t like would be that when I dream of you, I miss you sooo much more in the morning when I wake up:( I hate missing someone:( Seriously, I hate it.
Ok, that was a little bit of obsessing about how much I miss him…
Hehe, sorry about that, some people may be bored.. :/

Moving on now…Hmm, had a hell of a week…

Did I mention that Amaths tuition is a hell lot noisier than physics class? Hahaha, seriously more jokers. And totally entertaining as I realised that they LOVE picking on Gabriel. Hahaha, ok, I’m not a meenie or anything, but seriously, Gabriel is really really funn to shoot at. He tends to act big and all so these guys from other elite schools are the best to shoot him till he turns red and speechless giving an egoistic laugh. But really, HE’S IRRITATING.

Anyway, nothing much to say now…Gonna enjoy my Saturday night now I guess…

♥andrea♥

P.S. I lovee you sooo sooo much. I wish time would pass so much faster now:( I miss you soo much. Not hearing from you for like less than a week can kill. Seriously. I lovee you♥

Loving and missing you:)

2010-06-11T15:39:00.003+08:00

Gosh, I love you talaga:) I miss you quite badly too:( ♥

Hmm, a while ago, my parents had banned me from using the comp coz they say that I waste time in blogs. Now its the holidays, they say that I can use the com, but not too much:)

Well, what a week it has been huh? Kinda busy despite it being a holiday:/ Monday, we had our English course. Awesome as always, and guess what? Free oreos again...haha:) Then Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday was 4hr sessions of Amaths with Ms Gina:) Haha, very useful lessons I must say:D Later, I'll be going for my first Amaths tuition session. Great, now, I'm gonna be spending Friday nights in Mr Thong's freezing room doing amaths:( But I need this. So, no more complaints about it:):)

Anyway, last Sunday, Rebecca came over to church:) Haha, not bad I should say:):) Had a great lunch afterwards:):) I guess she had so much fun killing zombies huh? haha:D

And did I happen to mention I'm like addicted to nail polish? LOL:D Haha, just that currently, I have pusha-pink nails with black stripes. O.O Haha, I don't know why I did that-.- And gosh, it looks soo..umm...bimbo? LOL..Haha, it looks weird yet nice at the same time anyway:D

So I guess I'off now:):)

♥andrea♥

P.S. I miss you sooo sooo much na:/ But I know its just a few more days before you return:):) I loveee you soo soo much♥

I'm yours♥

2010-05-29T09:04:00.005+08:00

Here's a little post as my family sleeps in on this cool Saturday morning:)

Yes, thank you for always loving me:) I love you♥

Last night, you made me realize how special you really are. Ok, change that. I ALREADY KNEW YOU WERE SPECIAL. Its just that you made me more sure of it:):) I mean, I really don't know how is it that you know the very words to say to make me smile.

You put a smile on my face every morning when you greet me, always with the sweetest of words. And then, you send me to sleep, always smiling and thinking of you in my dreams:) I really don't know how I can ever thank you enough for always being there:)

I don't think that anyone has ever made me trust them so much.

Those 8 letters, three words? You said it to me so many times and I guess all can say now is: I'm yours:) ♥

I love you♥

♥andrea♥

Long update:):)

2010-05-27T21:33:00.005+08:00

Hello:):) Haven't updated for a while huh?
Well, get ready to read a lengthy post:/

Tuesday:
-Talking on the phone in the morning = asking for an earful from Geraldine and Sophia. Hahaha, but I guess I really don't mind. Those two are just so hilarious...LOL :D
-Hectic morning/day :( Boooooo-.- Count badges, get lyrics ready, last minute preps, last orders.
-Last time we embarrassed ourselves? LOL :D
-FINALLY STEPPED DOWN FROM PREFECTORIAL BOARD [Now known as the Student Council]
-On the spot complaints about...who else?? So many about these two people especially. But what can I do? You complain to me, but I am powerless now. I cannot change it. Just deal with it please? :)
-Exhausted. Would you still ask me why? :/

Wednesday:
-Left the house late, great. Rushed to school, still made it on time though:)
-One of the first thoughts in the morning: "Great, I still have to do duty. You call this stepping down? T.T"
-Collect money for the SC t-shirt [So troublesome, believe me. gaaah...]
-Had lessons and then Physics remedial. [Dear SPA, I don't want to face you again. 3rd June, I'll hate that day. Electricity, you are cool but I don't want to know more about you, seriously. -.-]
-Talked on the phone while I headed to 18chef with Shafiqah :) [missed you, seriously♥]
-Had so many things to laugh about during lunch:):) Haha, gosh, it includes SHREK :p Awesome day babe:):)
-Went home, exhausted still and I was in pain. You may know why....
I'm sooooooo sorry, I didn't mean to fall asleep again:(:(:( [Don't you just hate it when fatigue keeps getting the better of you?? :( ]

Today:
-Sleepy in the morning...booo...but I felt much better as compared to the night before:)
-Smiled at your morning greeting C: [You never fail to do that:) ]
-Lessons for 3h :p UYHC with form teacher period for 1h then HOME :/
-Talked on the phone for like so short while my dad took a shower and my mom has yet to come home. [I'm sooo sorry I couldn't really talk:( ]
-PTC afterwards for meT.T [Yea, my results sucked. My dad kinda stopped talking to me after he realised I was about to cry from all his talk on my results. LOL. My eyes just turned red and watery...So I guess they understand me better now?]
-Mom dragged me to Expo. Gaaaahhh..wrong day to ask me to go shopping with you. Seriously.
-Home again. I was tired and took a nap:) Feeling much better now:):)

The week has been really overwhelming and I'm sooo sorry for being so blur sometimes. I've been really moody too:/ Hehe, but I thank God for all the guidance he has given me:) He helped me so much this week, and prayer is really the best way to have our questions, doubts, wishes and needs answered:)

I thank God for letting me meet such a wonderful person like you too:) Don't ever think that I'll forget:) Hehe, you just never fail to make my day brighter:) Nakakamiss ka alam mo ♥

For my awesome friends, hang in there ok? What has passed can never come back. We can only learn from our mistakes and work harder for the future:)

All the best to those taking their O Level MT on Monday:):) After which, you'll finally be free from Chinese/Malay lessons:):)

That's it for now:):) I may reblog other things on tumblr:):)

♥andrea♥

P.S. So sorry if it seems like I don't have time for you:(:( I was so blur this week and things were really hectic:/ But you never fail to be there for me and kahit ganun pa, lagi ka nasa isipan ko♥ Nakakamiss ka talaga:) Thank you so much for never failing to make my day brighter C: Mahal kita♥ :):)

My favourite:)

2010-05-24T22:49:00.002+08:00

Gosh. I had so much mood swings today:/

Such boring lessons. Haha, since everyone's kinda having intensive MT, I'm stuck with normal lessons. So funny yet, so boring:/ LOL. 2hrs of maths tomorrow T.T booo:( Eventhough I appreciate Mr Ho's lesson, I don't hate him. He's funny, entertaining and is a nice teacher. Lesson's not that boring. Just the subject can be as irritating as ever:/

Moving on....

The SC investiture rehersal was soo freaking frustrating. The usual pissed me off. Like last year and every other school event that involved a speech or a script, it got to me. Yeah, its such an easy job to handle, I know. But some people just have to make things difficult don't they? Its like sooo....Ugh! Yeah, then those other people who think that they can get away with using the names of their seniors. Seriously, GET A LIFE. I thought you guys were smarter to know better and come up with a better excuse? Seriously, you think we're that stupid? How you wish.

Anyway, I am very surprised to admit this, but SLC training has made me alot happier today:) LOL. Never in my lifetime have I dreamt of saying that. But today, it was definitely an answer to my prayers. One of the little things that made me smile today:)

haha, ok, tomorrow's the SC investiture. LOL. I hate it. Seriously. I don't care what they say. Ok, yea, I was the vice-head last year. But please, honesty is the best policy right? :)

♥andrea♥

P.S. Another song you write for me = Another reason you give me to not be able to stand your sweetness♥
P.P.S. Kahit maraming bagay na napapa-tawa at ngiti ako, ikaw parin ang favourite ko:)

Napanaginipan kita:)

2010-05-23T14:10:00.004+08:00

OMG, I'm soooo soooo sorry:( Hindi ko alam na ganun na pala ako kapagod:/ Haha, nakatulog kasi ako habang iniisip kita;) Haha, Sorry talaga mahal♥ Pero I guess ok lang din naman. Napanaginipan naman kita ee:) haha, love, sana maintindihan mo to, haha, don't stay up too late para i-translate lang to ok? :) ♥

Anyway, I'm on the net now just trying not to take an afternoon nap:) Haha, I might not be able to go and sleep tonight if I do:/

Well, I guess I'm off now. Gonna reblog more posts on tumblr I guess:)

♥andrea♥

P.S. I still feel happy about being able to write a little rhyme yesterday:) Haha, go check it out on my tumblr :D:D The title is: "Who knows?♥" hehe:)

That conversation:)

2010-05-21T20:16:00.002+08:00

I believe that this was just yesterday. Hahaha, Sophia, Nadiah and I were communicating through writting on a piece of paper during the Subject Reveiw or whatever that was called:/ Haha, it was soo damn funny. YOu should see:

Sophia:
-SARANGHAE
-Teehee :D

Me:
-Sorry...heart taken...
-hehe...jkjk :)
-Saranghae ♥

Nadiah:
-Walao!

hahaha, I was laughing so hard. LOL. OK, maybe you might not get this but yea, this was really funny:) LOL.

Ok, haha, I just wanted to post this out. LOL :D Hahaha, I'm off now:) TTFN!

Btw, I'm not going out tonight anymore...seems like my Grand-uncle will just come over tomorrow:)

♥andrea♥

P.S. Mahal kita:) haha:) pag nag joke ang isang kaibigan ko na mahal nya ako, sinasabi ko: "Sorry taken na ako" haha, tapos tumatawa na lang ako:) haha♥

Peekaboo!! ♥

2010-05-21T15:56:00.003+08:00

Hellloooo!!! :D

Haha, today was awesome, as always:) And the passing out parade was just as wonderful :D:D Haha, I seriously can't believe that I'm out of guides:p haha, feels too surreal. CONGRATS TO ALL THE SEC 3s UPON GETTING THEIR RANKS :D Hehe, I love you all:) Really sorry that I've been really harsh on you guys too:( hehe, if you guys need anything then I'll be more than happy to help alright? All the best and do us proud aye? :D And thank you so much for the presents too:) Haha, they were really awesome♥

Anyway, today was "Career Day". Haha, no comments I guess. Maybe except for the fact that we have no lessons...Yay!! :D But other than that, its just like a prolonged assembly with a school nearby like TPJC, TP, SP, NP, NYP and all that...Haha, you know all these career talks are making more confused somehow..Its like you suddenly see soo many other choices and then you forget what you wanted initially:/ Boo...I really dunno.

Haha, I gues wanna go to SP? LOL. I dunno. Whatever. Haha, I just want to get my Os done and over with first:p

So I might go out tonight with my family to meet up with a relative. Haha, though I don't really know him...Oh wells...I believe he is my Grand-uncle? LOL. I dunno seriously. Haha. Gosh, I realised that my post has a lot of "LOL" and "I dunno" huh? Hehe, ok, I really dunno...whoops..there I go again:/

Haha, anyways, gotta go, check out my tumblr. I'm gonna be reblogging alot I guess.

♥andrea♥

P.S. Missing you and I don't even know why♥ I think I L♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ve you too much :) Haha, gosh, but I really don't mind ♥

Gosh♥

2010-05-19T20:52:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh...I seriously cant believe it myself. I have it bad for you. Seriously:/

Today kinda sucked I should say. No, not mainly coz of the results:/ Haha, I kinda did as I expected except for maybe Emaths [wohooo~~passed:D] and really, the teachers' status on facebook was more than enough to predict how "well" we've done. I passed everything except chemistry, as I expected. Gonna get Amaths, SS and MT tmr I guess.

Today was such a bad day mainly coz of...ugh..you know what? I won't even talk about it. Its gonna pass in less than a week and I'm not gonna care about it. :/

Haha, but the funny thing is, I was able to force myself to smile today:) Haha, I really don't know but I suddenly thought of all those time you've been making me smile and I just did:D Ok, was that weird or is it a normal thing? Haha, Sophia said that my tumblr post was true. Love does turn perfectly sane people into fools. LOL. Ok, I didn't even know that I was perfectly sane last time. Haha:) Forgive me this time ok guys? Haha, I just...sighs...♥

And guess what? I forgot that we had no PE lessons today-.- Seriously, I fussed over 2.4 for noting:/

But the funny thing was that, we saw this sign outside the school compounds. It's been there like forever, but I guess we only took notice of it now. You know the sign on the roadside when we run our 2.4km or when we used to have our Morning Walks? LOL. Haha, Nadiah was like, "Haha, HE's all around you now" And I was like..."hehe:)" :D Ok, forgive my randomness...

So I guess I gotta get ready for POP? LOL. I'm still having mixed feelings about stepping down:/ Haha, but it'll pass I guess:) Hehe, gonna chill s'more before I get my stuffs ready for tomorrow:/ LOL, I'm gonna need alot of hair pins again-.-

♥andrea♥

P.S. haha, I dunno, I just l♥ve you:)

Bathroom Dance :D:D

2010-05-18T14:48:00.002+08:00

Haha, this is ssooooo funny:D:D:D haha, sorry, its kinda a tagalog thing:) Haha, sooo damn funny:):) hahaha:):) LOVE IT. LOL...Seriously, WATCH IF YOU KNOW TAGALOG. EVEN IF ITS A LITTLE BIT. DAMN FUNNY:D:D

2010-05-18T13:36:00.003+08:00

I love this, seriously:) Haha, sooo freaking sweet. I posted this on my Tumblr yesterday:) Haha, I just love it tooo much now. Hahaha, who would not see identities the same way ever? Hahaha:)

Hmmm, just came back from school:) You know despite feeling kinda bad this morning, after today, I really think that I the performance would not be as bad as we thought hmm? Haha, the guys were awesome :D:D TOTALLY. So synchronised and all that. Haha, thanks for being sooo sporting you all:):)

I really have to apologize to Shai'rah though. I really wasn't up to going out today. I was not that well:( Boo, I missed our date:( I really wanted to watch "The Last Song" with you babe
:( Aaaaahhh...I'm sooo sorry. :/

Anyway, gonna rest a while before I continue with my day. Finally gonna enjoy the rest of marking day:/ Haha, have a nice day everyone. Feel free to sms me today. I'm so bored:/ Just don't call, coz I'm home and my mom hates it when I talk on the phone:/ LOL. Hahaha:)

♥andrea♥

P.S. Haha, alam mo ang sweet mo talaga last night. Haha, you're forever making me smile. Thank you talaga. I l♥ve you :)

Can you relate? ♥

2010-05-17T17:23:00.003+08:00

"I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I’m the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who won’t make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead. I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile."

Haha, I'm soooo sorry that you lost sleep over my blog post :( Haha, I won't write in tagalog anymore then:) Haha, you were really sweet you know? ♥ I feel so touched when you dedicated a song for me or during that time when you wrote that story for me:) Haha, my friends may say I'm crazy for falling for you. But do I look like I care? :D ♥

Ok, today was awesome as always. The physics paper was kinda ok. Manageable:) Then the NE Quiz-.- That was an epic fail. It was like one of the lamest things I sat for. LOL. Even Mr Nahar himself agrees. While explaining to us what it was all about, he was like, "...Its really lame but just do it then you can go..." Funny huh? Haha, I mean it was a GAME. What quiz? LOL. Ok, maybe its coz of our nature:( haha, coz when you say quiz around me, the first question would be: "Is it counted in the Exams?" and "When? We got tests on..." LOL. So yea...Still can't believe that we can't graduate without taking this quiz :/ LOL.

Haha, anyways, I gotta say that I really love our new concept of the bersurai:):) Haha, its one of the most unique I've seen. So POP is on Thursday:( Haha, still having mixed feelings about passing out. Haha, just can't wait to do the bersurai:):) LOL...Hahaha...(: So I guess I'm gonna go and tweet and reblog things on tumblr:):)

TTFN :D

♥andrea♥

P.S. Mahal rin kita♥

...♥

2010-05-16T19:22:00.003+08:00

Heard of the saying: "I love you so bad, it hurts" ?

Haha, sometimes, I feel that way. Haha, not because of you. But because of them. Meron lang kase manga tao na hindi kaya i-accept ka :( Nakakaiyak sometimes alam mo ba? Not being emo here. Pero, I just don't get it. Lahat ng tao ay meron sarili'ng opinion right? Bakit hindi nila ma-accept na ikaw ang napusuan ko? Hais...Nakakaiyak talga...

Anyways, today...
It was not any ordinary Sunday. No. How could it be? Hahaha:D
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess :/
Haha, ang sweet mo talaga♥
I went for both morning and afternoon services today.

The weather is awedome:D Haha, great weather once again to smuggle in my bed and sleep:) Loving it. So I gotta go now :/
Tomorrow's the LAST PAPER :D
Ok, maybe last two?? LOL. What on earth do you study for NE Quiz?? This is the first time we got this and I have no idea what the hell its about. LOL...

Ok, I'm off, check out my tumblr K?? Hahaha, I'm loving tumblr:p

♥andrea♥

Its that sweet moment, sadly the last♥

2010-05-15T17:43:00.002+08:00

It another random post from me:/ Haha, I found this on tumblr and I reblogged it too:) Haha, anyways, I'm gonna keep my blogger account. Not gonna delete this:) Haha, so much memories to treasure here. And I will still continue to update:) I will now just have 2 accounts:D
Here's my link to tumblr:) http://sweet-ants-dreams.tumblr.com/
haha, gonna paste that up on my links too C:

Anyways, I'm gonna go and find more random things on the net:)) I'm having sooo mcuh funn :D

♥andrea♥

How would you react? ♥

2010-05-15T16:01:00.006+08:00

You told me, "Whenever I look up in the sky, I get reminded of you♥"

♥♥♥♥

How would you react if someone were to tell you that? ♥

...............................................................................................

I couldn't sleep last night. Then, I decided to make such a random decision. I made a Tumblr account :p Hahaha, yea, I'll post up the link under blogger too:) Haha, I just thought that since I like to go to people's Tumblr to see the pictures, why not make one myself?? Hahaha:) Many people are also in Tumblr. So far, I'm loving my stay :D

Anywyas, I'm still not planning to touch my books till tonight. Haha, NO. I will only touch it..umm, latest would be tomorrow night X)

So right now, I'm on the net:/ Haha, damn bored I guess. I actually planned to start making the POP videos today. Hais, but I'm not in the mood for it:(

LOL..ok, I shall go now :)

♥andrea♥

:)

2010-05-14T16:33:00.003+08:00

One of the most Sweetest stories I have ever heard of:( Melts my heart♥

Anyway, I guess I was so bored that I decided to look for random things on the net again:/

Today's chem/bio paper was manageable. But Amaths..Ugh! Just kill me now. :( I seriously left so man blanks:/ Gah....I sooo hate this....

Hais, the thought is so depressing..

So, I should move on. Today, had lunch with rebeccs. Shafiqah and Nadiah are still sick :( Get well soon guys. Really wish to see you all soon:)

Anyway, I seriously was looking forward to Monday. But I guess my joy would have to wait. Hais, there is POP rehersals at 2pm:( And many of you would say that since Tuesday is marking day and there is no school, it shouldn't be so bad huh? But geez...There's still the prefects' investiture to deal and prepare for. How am I gonna finish making the POP videos on time? :/ Gah...Still soo stressed even if its after the Mid-Years. :(

Ok, enough complaining. Not a good thing to do.

"Teach me to trust in you with all of my heart. To lean not unto my own understanding. Coz I just forget, You won't give me what I can't bear."

I love that song. Its really inspirational. Its a great motivation:)

On the bright side, the prefects' camp is destined for awesomeness:D Hahaha, I just love the planned itenerary:):) Haha, loving the fact that I stayed through to the end. I love Mrs Ho for all the trouble she's saved us from. She's our life saver:)

Ok, so I might decide to go for the Youth's Bible Study later:/ I shall try my best to make it...Probably the only time I'm gonna go since I'm gonna start amaths tuition next month :/

So I gotta go:) TTFN:D

♥andrea♥

Finally:)

2010-05-13T14:35:00.002+08:00

Helllooo!!! First and foremost, I need to say something:)
Get well soon to Nadiah and Shafiqah:):) ♥

Somehow, I'd say that you guys were smart to fall sick today. The Physics paper was such an ass. I hate it. As in seriously. The only thing that came out was waves, electricity and Principles of moments. And guess what I studied? I studied freaking Thermal properties of matter and alot of other irrelevant stuffs:( boooooo :/

On the bright side, Amaths wasn't such a killer. I just forgot the part on circles and I'm sure to have loads of careless mistakes:/ Oh wells, at least I have hope to pass:) haha, the funny thing would be that I was kinda huming and singing to myself:) Haha, I ended up humming Spongebob's theme song towards the end of the paper:p Haha, I guess its coz Geraldine was singing that this morning:)

Lol, anyway, I gotta say, I'm happier than I usually am today:) Good thing huh? Haha:)

Oh did I mention that Sophia finally aggrees with Rebecca's point of veiw? Haha, we went to banquet to eat after Amaths. And she was like "Despite it all, I think its what you need" Haha, not exactly word for word but I'm glad about it:) Hahaha:D

So I gotta go now:)

♥andrea♥

:/

2010-05-12T17:37:00.002+08:00

Booo...I really feel exhausted...bleah...

Anyway, I kinda found out what is wrong with me. Its not serious I guess...? Um,, according to my dad, its hyper-acidity:/ This is supposently the first few symptoms for stomach ulser. Hais...This is not surprising considering that I have been the most irresponsible person so far...I didn't take good care of my health:/ Boooooo.... :(

Anyway, gotta study..tomorrow's my PURE SCIENCE PAPER WITH AMATHS :(
So scared.

But I already told my parents this: "I'm gonna fail my Emaths, Amaths and Chemistry. Please don't scold me when you see my results:/"
And the usual reply came. "Ok, just study hard" :)

♥andrea♥

P.S. ♥♥♥♥

I'm weird

2010-05-11T14:51:00.002+08:00

Shafiqah says she finds me weird...I agree :/

Hahaha, well today was Emaths and Geography...psshhh...

I was able to do the paper I guess but seriously, I have no idea if it was right.
And my hand ached after geography. But what Koun said was true. Our hands ached after the SS paper, and it got worse after today's geography paper :/ I used all 4 writting papers and it was a full page answer for every question :( Haha, my answer script looked like an alien came to write down the answers. No one would be able to read it. I feel so sorry towards the teachers marking my paper:(

Haha, anyways, I guess tomorrow will be as for normal.
1) Go crazy in the morning. [And when I say in the morning, I mean the moment I start heading for school, all the way to morning assembly-.- ]

2)Irritate Sophia Ibrahim (*wink wink*..and maybe make some people see me as a mad woman:/)

3)Try to eat food. [Seriously, I've lost my appetite. Its not healthy. But I just can't eat. Even if I want to, I feel like puking...Gah....]

I'm not trying to be some sort of anorecxic here or something...Eeeewwww...Never. But I just can't eat right now. It feels like some stomach flu with less pain of course...boooo...
Gonna go now I guess....(:

♥andrea♥

Friends do understand

2010-05-10T13:55:00.002+08:00

I feel great today:)

The SS Paper was more of a relief than a killer paper. Bio was..umm, I should say simple, but I couldn't think straight. :/
And I was glad this morning coz the reason why I was so sad a few days ago, wasn't such a big deal after all C: Hais, what a relief it was. I was fretting over it like forever:(
Hahaha..

Well, that's not the only thing I've been fretting over. Seriously, if I happen to fail Bio paper, you know why:/

So I guess I gotta go now.

I plan to chiong my geography, followed by tuition and then chiong emaths...
Gosh, get ready to sleep late again Ants:(

Anyways, all the best for the remaining papers:D
Stay happy people, I love everyone in this little life of mine:)

♥andrea♥

You guessed right:)

2010-05-08T16:48:00.002+08:00

Hahaha, well, I went to bed early last night, but I couldn't really sleep:/
Haha, my insomia never fails to strike...

Anyways, the song "smile" by uncle cracker is stll stuck in my head:/
Baah...its sucha sweet song. And it really reflects my feelings. Every word of it♥
But don't worry guys, I have learnt my mistake from that time. I will priotritise better this time. I will handle things better:)

Hahaha, I now look like some...I dunno...Monster?
Haha, my hair is all over the place though its tied up and my fringe is up too:/
Hais....

Anyways, I best continue my SS notes... :/
I finally got lazy and decided to type them out:)

♥andrea♥

You make me smile♥

2010-05-07T17:50:00.005+08:00

I just had to put up this song. Seriously, YOU MAKE ME SMILE :) (Eventhough the music video is a bit weird. As in, not that great. Not too bad though:p)

How do you do it? I really don't know. I was sooo down yesterday, and what you said really made me feel better:) And also the night before that:):) Haha, you're just that sweet, brave guy that I know. Hahaha, thank you so much ♥

BTW, this is really off the size of my bog text..haha, but I don't think I'll remove it:):) Such a nice song♥

"Even when you're gone somehow you come along just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack, and just like that. You steal away the rain and just like that"

Hello Firday, I have been waiting for you :)

2010-05-07T16:26:00.007+08:00

You can really make my day you know that? Even when I'm on the verge of a breakdown, you still have what it takes to make me smile:) You were able to cheer me up yesterday and the day before that. I felt A LOT - as in really really ALOT - better:)
Thank you, really:) You are really a blessing to me and I am so, ever greatful ♥

Anyways, today was the practical exams. hmmm, not much to comment about I guess. hhmmm, no change that. NO NEED TO COMMENT. hahaha, what's done is done. There's nothing more we can do about it but learn from our mistakes;) I will trust God, as always:)

After the practical, I, Shafiqah and rebeccs went over to BK to supposedly study. Haha, but I guessed it turned out to be a cam whore event-.- haha, the pics are on Facebook:):)

After that, me and Shafiqah got our Mother's Day gifts from this new shop in East Point. I seriously never thought that I would be able to get anything cool at all from EastPoint. But I was able to get a personalized mug for my mom. And yes, I already gave it to her. Coz i might forget on that day:/

Hmm, there is much to study over the weekend. But this time, I know I can manage it:) I think I can at least manage to pass, even if its not a distinction. I'll work on that later:/

Have a great weekend peeps!! :):)

♥andrea♥

P.S. YOU seriously have no idea that its YOU I'm referring to huh? :/ ♥
P.P.S. Dun kill me, Sophia or anyone else for this:(

I think of you and I feel alright:)

2010-05-06T20:01:00.003+08:00

Heyy, I guess, from now onwards I might not be able to update my nonsense on this little space I have:/ Gonna be occupied with MUGGING -.- (But seriously, when I'm down, I think of what you said to me and I feel really happy:/)

Anyway, I felt really down today despite me feeling so happy yesterday and all. I really wish I could just stay in that time yesterday. It was a great day that ended on a beautiful note.

(The next 2 paragraphs is just me blabbing about why I feel down. Don't read it if you don't want to. I don't want anyone to die of boredom.)

I kinda feel pissed and sad at the same time. I'm pissed mainly coz of the incident this morning. School has been really pissing me off. I don't know if that's what I mean. Its more like, school has hurt me so much:( All this stuff that really targets me emotionally. Its really tiring you know.

And the worse thing is that they are your friends. The one who should understand you the most and they end up being the ones who hurt you the most instead. No doubt that I have so many AWESOME friends. That, I cannot deny. But...Really, I don't get the way you think. Is it so hard to understand that I do what I do coz I have to? Do you have to make harder than it already is? You know, it kills me when I have arguments, misunderstandings and all this crap. I really find it petty. Its even pettier when I get involved. There are times when maybe I could emphatize with the cause of the argument. But this time...I don't know.

Anyways...

Tomorrow's the practical paper:/ I guess I can pass this one. But then again who knows? Haha, but I have faith in God always. Its my life verse and I really should apply it more often:/

Today, I was able to follow my study timetable. Thats like really rare. So on the positive side, I won't really need to mugg till midnight:) Ok, till I have time again thens:)

♥andrea♥

P.S.You were really sweet to me and I felt happy talking to you. Thank you so much for making me smile once again♥

What a day♥

2010-05-05T17:19:00.003+08:00

Hey!!!

OMG, I've been updating so much despite it being the start of the MYEs...Hahaha:) Probably coz I've only been sitting for the language papers:):) Today is actually the day where I'm really gonna do a propper revision for my Chemistry. So far, its been a little it of Biology, a little bit of Geography, a little bit of Social Studies and loads of Amaths and Emaths. I've been trying to do the practice papers Given to us, but I really don't think that I'm doing a good job-.-

Anyway, today the MLB paper was funny:)

First and foremost, I would like to apologize for me being crazy this morning. I really don't know what got into me. I was laughing at all the lame things I was saying-.- At first, it wasn't that bad actually. It was the normal hyper-level of Andrea Martinez. But then it got worse. I was like: "If we can say "egg-cited" (excited) in english then we can also say "telur-cited" in malay right?" OMG. How lame can I get? hahaha, anyway...

After the first paper, which was kinda serious, I talked to Geraldine once again to hear about what she wrote:):) Haha, I love to hear what she writes about, its really cute. I was seriously writting crap. I mean it. I was able to re-write my compo even! Haha, only to make it look nicer:):) Our first paper was followed by a "really short" break. 1hour and 45minutes :D Short huh? haha:) And the bees spent that time in the canteen chatting. That was when me and Geraldine started to converse in Malay. We really should have done it earlier-.-

Paper two was the idiotic one. Apparently, all of the sec 4s recieved the Sec1-2 MLB paper instead of the Sec3-4 paper-.- The teacher told me to just do it first anyway, so I did. About 15min later, I was done, and the correct paper has yet to come. Then 5min after that, I got the sec 3-4 paper. Great, I had to redo everything:( But surprisingly, I completed my paper in 10mins:):) Hahaha, the teachers were not sure wether they should just let me go on time o let me stay and finish the time in which I was supposed to complete the correct paper. In the end, I just left early.

So I waited for Naddy, Haziqah and Shafiqah at the canteen with Jannine while Rebbecs, Nicholas and Sean headed off to play pool. Then we had Physics remedial, followed Naddy to Banquet to get her dinner and I headed home:)

Haha, what a day:) I guess, for now, thats it. I'm gonna go and study qualitative analysis:(:(

♥andrea♥

P.S. You are so damn hilarious and you are being so cool about things. I miss talking to you. As in seriously:( Its been so long :/.....♥

2010-05-04T20:11:00.004+08:00

The English paper was sooo...Ugh!
DECEPTIVELY EASY was what Mdm Adibah called it. I hate the paper.
Everyone did. Except maybe for those who were "pros"-.-

On the other hand, I'm glad that tomorrow's paper is just one of my favourites:)
MLB :D:D
I just pray that this time, I don't repeat the same mistake of writting tagalog words instead of malay wwords :/
Hahahahaha, when I realised that for the first time, I was kinda dumbfounded=.='''

So gotta go now:):)

One subject down, only eight more to go ;p

♥andrea♥

P.S. YOUR comments for me have been really encouraging:) Thank you so much♥

2010-05-03T15:08:00.002+08:00

OMG...
Last night while on faebook, I said in my status: "This time its good night for realC: Goodnight!! ^^"
Then Aldrin came and commented: "sweet dreams :)"
I commented back: "ThanksC:"
Then my mom came and commented: "ehem!..."

Thats like...WTH? Did I do something wrong??
She's a like hovering over every little thing I do..-.-
Booo, still, she doesn't know about my blog. If she finds out, I'm doomed!! O.O

I need freedom too ya know...

Anyway, hope Aldrin knows he isn't getting some sort of scolding. You didn't do anything wrong:) My mom was just playing around:)

hahaha, well, I came here to realx a bit...Tomorrow's the english paper:(
Have expectations for the worst already:( Hais...I still gotta go for tuition later. Hope to go online after that. For now, I'm off to face work again-.-

♥andrea♥

That awkwardness :/

2010-05-02T17:40:00.002+08:00

Errm, how would I want to start this? Lets see, today was weird (in a good way)?
I really don't know..haha, but I have to say I felt weird during our Sunday School... :/

Anyways, I shall not harp on why I was feeling like that, if you want to know, ask me yourself k?

Today, there was no escaping it for me. Usually I would go home after The Youths' Service and Sunday School but today...hais...NO WAY. My dad said that since it was a holiday tomorrow, I had to attend the day's worth of services. Hais, I was having a really bad headache by lunch but of course, my dad would still not let me off...I feel so tired now so I guess, I'm gonna go and surf the net more before I get some rest:)

♥andrea♥

2010-05-01T19:05:00.002+08:00

Do you really want to know what I'm feeling? Here's a hint.
Since you said you don't know what's going on in my mind. This is it.

I believe I'm falling for you. Its stupid-yes. But what can I do? I guess if anybody is to be blamed, it should be you. Its all because you were too nice to me. Its in my nature to like people who are nice. Don't blame me for it. ♥

Oh gosh...what will I do now? I really wish this would end.

I don't want to be strangers at all. Hope you know♥

2010-05-01T18:49:00.001+08:00

I've changed my blogskin to a more decent one:) Thi will be my skin for the mean time till I have more time to find a new one:) Pretty neat no??

Ok, bye for now:):)

2010-05-01T12:56:00.001+08:00

Sooo need to get back my tagboard and all those crap I had last time:( I need to get a new blog skinn too:(

Booo...should go study now anyways:)

Have a great 3-day weekend people!! :D

♥andrea♥

FAIL-.-

2010-04-30T19:48:00.002+08:00

Heyy, planned to re-edit my blog..but got too lazy halfway...-.-
Will do it soon:)
TTFN, gotta rest coz I'm dead beat tired and I'm gonna hve to do much for the next few days:(

Have a great weekend:)

♥andrea♥

eeenie meenie minie mo? ♥

2010-04-29T16:27:00.003+08:00

You know what? Let me just cruise through life.
I will know how to remember the right memories, forget the painful ones. I will know how to cherish those I love. I will let myself go at one point of time.

I will let myself be sincere when I need to and when I get the chance to.

Right now, I realise:
"I'M NOT SCARED OF WHAT I FEEL. I'm scared of what YOU don't."
This dawned on me after so much reflection. I really don't want history to repeat itself. Once bitten, twice shy.

"It doesn't seem right to hurt yourself. Its better to be safe."
All my life, I've been thought to play safe. I admit, I'm not a risk taker. I'm always scared when the stake is too high. This is the problem I face. BUT IT HAS CAUSED ME MUCH MORE HURT THAN JOY.

My advice to people out there: Take the risk.
For all you know, it might be worth it. If not, you still gain. The "faliure" becomes a learning point. A moment of realisation. As they say, there are no faliures-just learning experiences. And yes, this will take time to be instilled in your head. Talking the talk is easier than walking the walk.

But falling is a way for us to learn.
There must be a balance of the good and bad in life. You can imagine: If someone was to get everything he/she wanted, he/she would be such an arrogant and egoistic person. On the other hand, if someone always had it bad, he/she will be contemplating on suicide right now. So if there is a balance between the good and bad in life, one would be well rounded. He would know how to pick himself up when he is down and he would know how not to hold his head up too high.

And despite all this, I know somehow, Iwon't have the guts to acomplish the task that I want to.
Its hard. I won't lie coz I shouldn't and I really can't lie right now. This little space I have in the net. My only outlet to the world without being degraded by my parents. I know and understand them but, time are changing. I'm not THAT irresponsble to not prioritise. At least I'm no longer like that.

But how do I make this hint of love? And what more to the person who probably expects it the least for me to reflect his feelings?
You know, the most amazing things can be the most complicated to understand. Love is a wonderful thing. Its how everyone came into the world. How we still have hope. But it really is a complicated thing. It won't be easy.

But I know one thing. ASAP♥ [Always Say A Prayer]

♥andrea♥

P.S. I wish to talk to you real soon♥

ano ba yan :(

2010-04-28T18:13:00.003+08:00

OMG.

Guess what? Things are getting weirder and weirder. Seems like SOMEONE is falling for HIM. hmmm, wahh...
Hais, this life is so repeated. Soon, there'll be "I'm sick of waitng!" Quotes again and stuffs...
haha, lets watch this drama unfold:):)

Anyways, I really feel low today. As in, I really really feel like I need to talk to someone. ANYONE. Gawd, I miss talking to those people who can really brighten up your day:/

Weird much? hahahaha...

We had prefects' auditions just now. ROUND 2 C:
Hais, the thought of the board is soooo depressing...
But I know all I have to do is pray:)

Anyways, if I'm not wrong, I don't have a test tomorrow but I do have homeworks dued...hmmm...
Guess, I'll just go and enjoy myself a little bit then start on my work:)

♥andrea♥

P.S. I really really don't and won't express my feelings until I can confirm how the other party feels. And that can only happen when I hear them say it. Why am I saying this? I don't know. There is only one person I am directing this to. [OMG, it doesn't even seem right - no, on all levels, it MAY NOT really be right. But you seem to be the one who can really brighten up my days:) You may be the only exception(^^)] And the sad thing is, we never REALLY talk in person. Hais...Bakit ba ikaw pa? Sa lahat ng tao na puwede ko'ng mahalin, ikaw pa ang napusuan ko? Ano ba ang buhay na ito! :(

When we love

2010-04-24T18:26:00.003+08:00

Times can be really hard when as a teen we fall out of love.

But one thing is definitely for sure.

WE CAN AND ALWAYS WILL, MOVE ON.

To my darling friend, I know you've been through alot and you might say you're going through hell. But sweetie, you deserve so much more.

"Guys don't deserve our tears. And the one who does won't make you cry."

Such a wonderful friend like you deserves to laugh more than she cries.

"When the Lord breaks your heart, be thankful. Coz maybe he's just saving you from the WRONG ONE"

You don't deserve to be treated this way. You are a jewel on your own and whichever person mining out there who doesn't realise that has lost much more than he can ever gain in a lifetime. Believe me, you are so special, and God made you to see you smile and make others smile along with you.

“It's possible to go on, no matter how impossible it seems, and that in time, the grief . . . lessens. It may not go away completely, but after a while it's not so overwhelming”

So many people are behind you, cheering you on. Remember that I am one of them.

Be strong ok babe? ♥

♥andrea♥

Any upcoming Campfires?? :(

2010-04-23T19:55:00.004+08:00

Heyy, I got loads of things to burn. If any CCA has a campfire coming up, please do inform me:)

Ok, ya, that was totally lame-.-

Anyways, the last OFFICIAL ACTIVITY for Guides was just now:(

Today would be as memorable as the first day I went for guides(:

Totally tired, but I'm forced to finish up at least my amaths homework by tonight.

I totally know that I won't be able to do much tomorrow.

ANyways, I might upload more pics in facebook...-.-

More people are making accounts, and its getting easier to stalk people there too-.-

Booooo!!! :(

I also wonder how my school did for the Sepak Takraw finals just now...hmmm :/

I still remember Mr Nahar's advice to us the day before the game:

"Remember, of you are going to be a spectator of the game, you are watching a takraw game. This is not RUGBY. We, takraw players, don't fight against our opponents. When we are winning we cheer. When we are loosing, we cheer even louder."

Then Sophia gave me that look and we just burst out laughing....(inside joke)

MwuahahahaC:

Anyways, NPCC POP today was AWESOME!!! C: I feel so jelous that they can step down already...hais, my POP has been postponed to 21 May-.- That's like a month from the original day...zzzzzz....

Well, I'd better go now, if not, I would totally collapse tomorrow-.-

♥andrea♥

P.S. Might go back online later, but for now, I need to finish my work. I really want to talk to so many people but I can't today:(

Laughing☻☻☻

2010-04-22T17:02:00.002+08:00

☺Laughing is the sensation of feeling good all over and showing it principally on one spot C: ☺

☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻

Tomorrow's the last OFFICIAL Guides activity for us sec 4s :(

I guess we all just feel happy and sad at the same time. Though POP is still on the 21st of MAY, we have no time for anymoe activities coz of the MYEs.

Anyways, tomorrow, we got a Biology test to study for. I need to redeem myself after the Chemistry test just now. I kida forgot everything. So, I'll go and redeem myself tomorrow:)

♥andrea♥

P.S. You know, if I just work a bit more harder, I would do a whole lot better in my academics☻

It can't get any weirder can it?

2010-04-20T18:28:00.003+08:00

I seriously believe that the new OM is a weirdo. From his looks alone, he seems like someone who just walked out of Woodbridge Hospital. His frizzy hair seriously adds to this. I also remembered that on his first day at work, he kept flinging his tie over his shoulder and many people made fun of him by doing the same. That was really hilarious.

But what I believe is weird with him is that he lectures the 'latecomers' about the most unusual things. Ok, I know Mr Tan used to lecture too but at least, Mr Tan's approach was more of a naggy and soft way to students. And usually, he only talks to students individually. But for Mr Einstine. GOSH.

Just this Monday morning alone, he talked about girls not pinning their hair, the new rules imposed by the V.P. and people in our school behaving like gangsters. Gawd...I believe he was talking about the issue between ACS(I) and SASS when I decided that my ears were bleeding. I just can't stand his lectures!!! You tell him one thing and he replies you with a composition or a short novel. He never misses adding in anecdotes and giving full explanations of his stand.

Damn, he is really trained in writting expository work-.-'''

But of course what can I do?? It is Monday mornings that I hate being a prefect the most. It is when I and many other unfortunate souls spend extra hours bonding with Frankenstine. FORTUNATELY, I only have a month left to endure his lectures. After that, I'm as free as a bird C:

He should seriously get a life.

♥andrea♥

P.S. Life is like a bullet train now. I am suffering from jet-lag :(

The surge of guilt

2010-04-15T18:40:00.005+08:00

I seriously thought that Dom was mad at me just now, but fortunately he wasn't :D That's a relief:) But I must say. YOU GOTTA SMILE DOM C: Smile while you guys can this year coz you might not be able to next year:)

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Anyway. I read a little post by someone just a while earlier. It made me really wonder: Was I a bit too harsh? I hate loosing friends but you were just a bit too much. I am so sorry to have to break all lines of communication with you but what other choice did I have? It seemed as the only way I could react. Maybe someday, we can be friends again coz you're not such a bad friend after all. But maybe, its not time yet huh? So just so you know, I'll pray for you, like I do for all my friends. And I pray that you will find happiness in the future alrights?

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I seriously owe Mr Ho homework and I still have a compo to finish by tomorrow.
Life is awesome and so is the weather. The weather is ideal but it came at the wrong time. Now, all I wanna do is sleep:( I pray to God to give me strength tonight:)

♥andrea♥

P.S. Congrats to ACS(I) for beating SASS in the rugby national finals :) This was totally random..hahaha-.-...I have nothing better to say now I guess....zzzzzz...

Hakuna Matata

2010-04-13T17:35:00.002+08:00

The week before and the start of this week has really been killing me...
I've been damn tired and I believe that since the start of the term, I have yet to get at least 6h-7h of sleep a night...

Anyways, got loads of homework I owe Mr Ho...-.-
And I really forgot so much of my worksheets and notes today...
I guess I was 75% asleep when I packed my bag last night...wait...I mean this morning...
I packed my bag at around 12++ this morning...
Why did I sleep so late??
PHYSICS 'O' LEVEL SPA TT.TT
I will not linger to explain coz its frustrating...

I'm dead beat tired...

But still, my class never fails to bring some laughter into this world...C:
We can always joke around and it makes my day alot:):)

Oh and did I mention how my mood became worse as I went home??
There was this matrep guy in the bus who was totally sickening..
I mean, shouting, thinking that he can sing and just being plain vulgar...
what an idiot...I do need peace in my afternoons you know....
I get pissed at guys like the coz mostly, all they do is act big. And I'm sure the matrep-ish attitude some people display is also a thorn in our sight right?? And though sometimes some of them can be nice, it is a rare thing-.-

Anyways, its raining here now but it was damn hot this morning...I hate the weather pattern, as in seriously suckish..-.-

Let me drown myself in words and numbers now...T.T

♥andrea♥

P.S. Confusion is what I hate.

Life, as we know it

2010-04-06T20:03:00.002+08:00

You know, I'm really tired. But I feel that I should take a little time out and reflect on the past 2days....

Monday:
Total madness. As usual, Monday mornings will never be great for me. I mean how could it?? Not only do I have extended duty till 8++ which eats up much of my precious free-period, but me and a few other unfortunate souls have to deal with Mr Einstine. Yes, the new OM of the school is...Ok, lets say he "EMPOWERS" alot in the wrong way...-.-
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Tuition came after school. I was dead beat afterwards. I returned home at around 10.10pm, went onlinefor like 10-15minutes before facing my lovely mountain of homeworks. And I'm truly sorry I wasn't able to converse with anyone that night. I was in a bit of a blur state to talk. Wrong thingss can come out if I were to start typing.

Today:
First few minutes into the day and I have yet to sleep a wink. What was I doing you ask?? NO, I WAS NOT DOING HOMEWORK. I was polishing my marching boots. [I wish I didn't really bother. The polish had gone the moment I stepped into the sun~it melted:(]
I slept at around 12.15am or so and then woke up at 4am to start packing my uniform. Yeah, I suck. I take about 1h in the morning to pack my stuff. Its called inertia. I move slower everytime. Left the house as usual and headed for school....zzz

Now, to get to school, I take 2 bus rides. One from my house over to bedok interchange and a nice peaceful ride from bedok to simei. But this morning's ride sucked big time. A guy that had thick, uncombed and gory locks of grey hair came in board the bus. He didn't even tap his card, but with his bloodshot eyes and drunk-like movement, the bus driver said nothng. Now you would think that he would reek of alchohol and puke in the bus or something but nope. I expected that but it was different but kind of expected. He smelled of over-powering body odour and the stench of a heavy smoker. My stomach lurched even though he was more than 2 meters from where I sat, and even when he sat like 2 rows away from me, the smell still overpowered the air. The next 15mins of my morning was spent holding myself from running out of the bus and not puking my guts out infront of everyone. Other than getting out of bed, this was the greatest challenge of the day.
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After school were Speech Day rehersals. The sun was freaking hot-.- As I mentioned, the Kiwi I had nicely applied on my boots had melted eventhough I just stepped onto the parade square. But I enjoyed myself by giving out Yupi sweets to not only my Guides but to other sec4 UG Leaders too:):) I like doing such things and I don't know why..hahaha, whoops^___^'''

Anyways, two days and this is the amount of describing I can do:):)

Speech day is on Friday, so it'll be really busy till then I guess. Might go out to study on Saturday with Shafiqah and Rebecca. But then again I have to make the P.O.P. videos...So let me see about that. Saturdays are super busy days. Its the only days I get to catch up on work and finish incomplete homeworks....zzzzzzz

Gonna go and finish up Emaths homeworks...I seriously owe Mr Ho..... :(

♥andrea♥

P.S. Something's bothering me but I really have no idea what...zzzzz

Baffled

2010-03-31T20:00:00.004+08:00

I love you, you love me

We go out and kill Barney

With a gun shot, bang bang

Barney on the floor

No more purple dinasour

Hahahas, I really don't mean to hurt Barney fans but I find Barney creepy.
I mean which dinasour brushes his teeth? hahahas:D

Elmo is sooo much cuter^_~

Anyways, I've been totally random these past few days. I don't know whats wrong with me..

Tomorrow's Sport's Day. Now I ask you, why did I volunteer to run when I can't run?? What an idiot I am huh??
But since its our last year, might as well feel the fun of thing rights?
Gonna eat with Syafiqah and Sha'irah afterwards so yea...

Gonna get rest!!!
I slept at 2am this morning and got up at 5am....
All because of incomplete homeworkssss and the freaking Emaths test I had to pass...
And if I pass that test, it would be a miracle coz I seriously can't do emaths...
I might have hope for amaths but emaths is a dead end...):

But still, I realised like a few weeks ago, I believe, that there are still many people out there encouraging hopeless people like me. Glad to know people who encourages you:) It really makes you day^^

So, I need my rest...(:

♥andrea♥

P.S. I think I'm considering a new occupation...Interior designer or architech:) Cool or what?? hahaha:D

Awesome but not so...I hate that feeling...

2010-03-26T19:49:00.003+08:00

Today was practically some of the more happier days for the year, but it wasn't that awesome I guess..(:
Let me start from the top...

Came to school limping...):
I started having cramps after doing too many standing broad jumps for P.E. last Wednesday. I was limping on Thursday down the stairs towards the guides room but of course, it was a rainy day and for a person like me, something just had to happen. As I started down the sescond flight of stairs down the hall, I slipped at the 3rd step from the top all the way to the 3rd step from the bottom-.- How lovely...And take note that the kind flight of stairs wasn't at all that short in distance....

I was in a relatively blurr state...In my mind I was like..."Ok...am I ok?? Oh...ouch...wait, its not that painful...ok...should I get up??...I should...wait...am I numb or am I just ignoring the pain??...Seriously...OUCH!!!" Nearly cried I guess, but really didn't. Felt so shaken but I'm good I guess....Compared to the past 2 times I fell and couldn't breathe coz I was trying not to feel the pain....

So that concludes my pain for the day....

I say today was one of my happiest mainly coz of lunch just now....^^
Totally hilarious and wild!! :D
Had lunch with Amal, Geraldine, Diyanah, Erina, Farzana, Elyanna and Hazirah at Banquet:) We were like a bunch of totally unstoppable crazy girls walking around Eastpoint. Positive thing would be that we all met at Banquet. Erina and Farzana went over to the ATM while Hazirah and Diyanah were doing the flagpole. Why do I say this to be positive?? Well...We even reached the point where all 3 of us, (Amal, Geraldine and me) were squatting just at foot of the escalator laughing...People passing by thought the obvious...CRAZY :D....So if all 8 of us were walking together...imagine the sight...~.~

Hahas...(:

So today had guides...
Cleaned the guides room and OhMyGieeee!!!! Its oh-so-NICE!!! :D
Its like a breath of fresh air when you walk in as compared to a total headache last time...One last problem...THE FAN!!!! -.- But the new and totally wonderful arrangement of furniture really gives it a more spacious and open feel:)
Had a "nice-little-chat" with the sec 3s...Aaahhh shits....
I seriously hate "Leader-Member Friendship"...I love being friends with my juniors...Seriously...They are totally great to hang out with..But when you have to step up and be a leader...hais...problems arise....

Anyways....

There's bible study at my house tomorrow, so I seriously need sleep tonight to be able to help out tomorrow...

That's it I guess?? (:

Have a great weekend peeps!!! :D

♥andrea♥

Its just so fake

2010-03-23T21:47:00.003+08:00

You know what?? I feel so pissed, and I know I shouldn't be.
Ok, maybe I'm not pissed. I'm more hurt than pissed actually...

You know what's the patheic thing??
My parents treatment towards me is really starting to suffocate me...
How much longer I can actually take this, I don't know.

They have never bothered about "me".
And I mean me as in who I am.
Ask them what my favourite colour is, and they'll say something like PINK. [Red would seriously have been a better answer. I kinda like red now^^]
Ask them what course I want to take, they'll say medicine. [Ever considered other things than jobs that deal with life and death, blood and a whole lot of memorising?]

And this is all because its what THEY want.

I hate performing when its in terms of singing.
They can't see that I'm not comfortable to do special numbers in church and its a really hard thing to do.
Of course they don't know that.
Why??
I can't judge, but it seems to me as though they just want to enjoy being praised for their kids.
Not many may see that but, when you know the person well, of course it will be pretty obvious.
And since they tell us to do it like its the most simple thing in the world, why don't you do it first?? LEAD BY EXAMPLE DON'T YOU THINK???

Going to a double science class has never been my choice.
Though I don't have any complaints on my class (forever an awesome and the best calss :D)
But when stress levels really begins to get to me...I just wished I picked a subject that I actually liked in the first place. [I always wanted to do literature and F&N or even D&T. I'm not so suckish that I can't LEARN how to draw.]
But I learned to love the subjects I have taken. Its awesome for me now:)
but still...

Their over-protectiveness is really killing me.
And whenever they try to change or improve our relationship, everything just becomes too FAKE.
You know when you see them nice to me, I save their face and just play along.
They are not the nice and perfect parents some people veiw them as.

How pathetic huh??

I've spent countless numbers of nights crying coz I have no one to share such emotions with. And you just can't tell this to parents like them coz, they won't listen. If you choose not to say anything in fear of making things worse, they scold you for not answering. When you give them an answer or just try to explain yourself, they say that you're answering back. Its like...WTF???

♥andrea♥

P.S. I hope that you would bear with me for this post. Its so whiny but I need space to express myself....

Missing people:(

2010-03-21T17:58:00.002+08:00

You know, we don't miss people just because they are no longer around, we also miss them because they are no longer the same.
Happened to me so many times that I lost keeping track of the countless number of friends I've lost.
And no, sometimes, you just can't blame them coz you love them so much.

On the other hand, there are those that melt your heart coz despite it all, they never change.
And yess, sometimes, these people are the ones that makes our lives even more special right?

Anyways...
School commences as per normal tomorrow.
No, it hasn't been a holiday for me. I mean, does going back to school almost every single day over the past week count as a holiday??
And even if you spend the holiday mugging, its still ok, coz that's kinda your choice...But going back to school for at least 60% of the time?? Yea, thats what sucks the most...

Anyways, enough complaining there.
I've had a reassnably pleasant day today:)
Yess, I''ve been in a good mood snce morning, and I've completed most of the task I've assigned to myself C:

Now, I need more optimistic people around me C:

♥andrea♥

P.S. Sobrang bait mo saakin, may time na parang nahuhulog na ako sa iyo...Pero...Ganyan din yung kapatid mo dati, kaya ako ay nahulog pero, nag bago siya. Magiging ganon ka rin ba? :(

Chiong everything now:D

2010-03-19T14:15:00.002+08:00

Just returned from Speech Day Rehersals...
spsssshhhhhh....tired like don't know what!! :(

had lunch with Syafiqah just now....
Caught up on the events with each other, went home soon after that.

I believe many people would gladly rush all their homeworks today, if not over the next 3 days huh?
I mean, even for me, its hard to do my homeworks when I have to go to school everyday....
Maybe not everyday...Had 2 free days, but still...
You know I am still dead beat tired from camp...
One day break for that-no, actually, its half a day. Had o for a party at Tita Mercy's place:)
And as uua, the food was awesome:D
Tito Crancis cooked his specialty, Prawn Mee. Tita Mercy made chilli crab too...

Ok, asides that day, I "TRIED" to do my homework yesterday.
I did the Physics quiz...But I think I did the combined science one...awww shits....how stupid no??
Oh wells.....

Anyways, if I don't pass out on my bed soon, I'll totally salute myself...
I'm still tired...
I'll complete my other quizess tonight, if not tomorrow...

♥andrea♥

P.S. Can someone explain to me how some things can be everything thats right and everything thats wrong put together:(

SPXperience

2010-03-16T20:52:00.002+08:00

The SPXperience was great funn:)
Had lots of great moments today and made a handful of new friends:)
Most of my members were from Temasek, a couple from Clementi and one from Kentridge...

I really feel that those who left early missed out on the best:(
The last part was really great...
The host was really funny, but he was kinda sick sometimes...you know what I mean...

Anyways, I'm now addicted to the bok, "A Walk To Remember" by Nicholas Sparks....
OMG, I know that the show is super addicting to thise out there who are like me-a hopeless romantic.
But now, I have the book.
Yess, there are time when I fancy books to movies.
I can imagine the scenes in my head better sometimes....

Anyways, gotta say, I have four books to read, a stack of homework to do, a pile of quizzess on ace-learning and alot of revising to finish up over the hols....
hais...tired much?

Ok, that sounds totally bimbotic.
Whatevers...

I think I'm gonna go and practice up my guitar:)
Have a great day everyone^_~

♥andrea♥

Memories

2010-03-15T17:07:00.002+08:00

I seriously believe that I'll miss guides.

I mean, who woudn't right?

The true guide would really never regret joining the CCA.

And no, I don't regret joining Guides.

It has thought me alot and I really made GREAT FRIENDS♥

The four years I spent in school woudn't be the same if it wasn't for Guides:)

So many more photos on Facebook:)

Since I didn't bring my camera, I can't upload pics but I can always edit them:)

This is a definite MUST on the POP videos:)

Anyways, orals were on today:)

What to do when my voice was bad this morning??

I hope to pass though:)

Gonna go off now..tuition time:/

♥andrea♥

P.S. Thanks for the moral support everyone:) I'm happy as ever, so no need to worry 'bout me^^V

I'll remember forever

2010-03-11T18:56:00.002+08:00

I'm off. Goodbye to all. I'm not saying anything coz its no use what I say. It doesn't matter does it?

I never hated anyone so much in my life, whatever it is, you're the cause of it all.

BUT YOUARE NOT THE DAMN CURE.

♥andrea♥

when the losers of the world unites

2010-03-10T19:06:00.003+08:00

I hate such losers who have nothing to do but disturb the peace of others.

You guys know what? I don't give a freaking shit what you all think.
Honestly speaking, you are damn lucky that I already posted something up yesterday before I saw your tag.

I would really appriciate to blow my mind off what you're trying to do but seriously, I won't waste my time.

Honestly if you guys think that I'm trying to do something to your TWO BELOVED FRIENDS then FYI, not only would I refer to you as idiots but I would also like to refer to you guys as damned hypocrites.

Damn it, is ruining the peace of others you career??

Gawd, I want to say many more things but I just don't know where to start...

Please get your facts straight before doing anything that is embarassing you and your friends.

Coz as of now, I can tell you that there are AT LEAST a handful of people laughing at your faces-.-

"Have a nice day:)"

♥andrea♥

Never

2010-03-09T17:44:00.002+08:00

I had no plans to blog today but I read something on Naddy's blog and I could relate to it.
Yes, I meant every word on my post yesterday.
To tell you the truth, I dont give a shit anymore about things...
But I realized I never really said what I felt in the middle of it all.
And as some readers might feel lost, I shall explain through this little saying I found on Naddy's blog:)
Thanks Nadiah:):)

“It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. and it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say, but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different, and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.”

No, I am not back to the state I was in just days ago, I feel more relieved and at ease now that I know what I am feeling.

I no longer feel lost, all I know is, I was a fool, and I won't do the same thing ever.

♥andrea♥

The difference I see

2010-03-08T20:10:00.004+08:00

Liking someone is one thing.

Loving them is another.

Don't you think its ironic that some people would say that "I think I LOVE someone"when actually, its just "I think I LIKE someone."?

That's why people get their hearts broken into 2.

Because its not "love," its "like".

Think before you say or act on anything.

Analyze the situation and be practical.

Don't feel miserable over a guy who says that he has feelings for you and then suddenly changes his mind and finds himself someone else just because you were not confident of showing what you truly felt.

Today I realised, I "LIKED" you, but I NVER DID "LOVE" you.

♥andrea♥

P.S. If a couple's relationship is strengthened everytime they fight, I think yours must be "VERY STRONG" already no? (See the sarcasm in this, only my friends and I know why I phrase it like that)

The 'lil ones:)

2010-03-07T19:11:00.002+08:00

Hi hi!!! :)
Just came back from church..
Earlier, I woke up shivering and then realizing I snoozed my phone's alarm...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
But I woke up before the next one....got ready and then went to the students' bunks to the usual...

Hais, the past 3 days...
They were really great:)
But of course, not everything was oh-so-great...
The oh-so-pampered lil ones of the school just got, what they believe to be, HELL.
Yess, the lil ones who have never sat on grass, never touched an ant and the lil ones who would always take their own sweet and lovely time to do things, have just returned from "torture".

To be honest, the camp is already quite slack.
1) P.T. is not really Physical Torture anymore, they don't even sweat, they just stretch-.-
2) Just after supper they get at least and hour before lights out..zzzzz
3) They didn't get alot of punishments although they have been desrving of much of it.
4) Their lack of cooperation has just been great in reducing the "Strcit" part of the camp.

Anyways, the rest of the camp was totally GREAT and AWESOME minus the scoldings, yellings, naggings and moments where you feel totally pissed.
Yess, it was AWESOME!!!
The campfire was really GREAT.
Probably the only time I was really quite hyper throughout the camp.
I wasn't hyper for this camp, that, I admit.
Even during the campfire, I was only like 60-65% there...
Anyways...
There's like a whole lot of pics...lazy to upload or stuffs and I didn't use my cam...hahaha:)

After dismissal, I went home, got a super-de-duper nice cooling bath and then went to church...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......
Half a tube of mentos kept me going for the whole session:)
Gonna make sure I bring more for class tomorrow...
I will definitely be sooo sleepy...):

Anyways, gonna get some well desrved sleep:)
After a maximum of 6h of sleep each day for the common test week, sleeping at 1-3 am in the morning and waking up at 5-6am in the morning for camp....My sleeping debt is burrying me deep!!!! >.<
Soooo...TTFN!!! :D

♥andrea♥

Last Paper -> Camp ^_~

2010-03-04T20:04:00.003+08:00

wohoooo!!!!! Last paper is on tomorrow, then I'll be off to Camp!!! :D
Alright!!! b^^d

Anyways, I have yet to start packing my stuffs...
Bought insect reppellent only just now and I got my track pants:):)
I just got my sleeping bag out of its secret hiding place a while ago and the bag I'm planning to use is still stored away in peace-.-

Tomorrow, I'm taking 1e4, COMMITMENT 2!!!!! :):)
Awesome!!!! [lols, influenced by nadiah already(:]
I'm gonna be working with Manfred again:)
Yay, lets try to win the best group award again no???
Hahahaha, hope my sec 1s will be hyper:):)

Anyways, tomorrow is the last paper and I have no mood to study:(
Seeesh...Whatever it is, I will force myself but maybe after a little bit more of procrastination...(;

Anyways, smiling at all the silly comments on fb, you guys would know I guess....
Like "HITLER SUCKS!!!! he caused so much trouble in the past. each problem he caused our TB has a new page -.- ass!" lols..that was from kenneth...
Totally ridiculous:D:D

This comments and the encouragements from shout outs or comments from friends really brightens up the gloomy day:)

Oh ya, it rained a 'lil bit today-.-
Wished it would rain more coz its soooooo hot>.<
But nevertheless, don't let it rain during sec 1 camp PLEASE!!!!
I don't like going into the forest at night and its all wet and mushy:(:(

Anyways, gotta go and pack stuffs away:)
I'll be back on Sunday....
Maybe I'll update after church if I don't pass out on my bed:)

♥andrea♥

blah blah blah:)

2010-03-03T18:15:00.003+08:00

Weeeeee......(:
Its Wednesday today!!! We're halfway through the week^^

Ok, I woudn't say that I'm in such a good mood coz so far, my papers haven't been all that great:(
I was a bit dissappointed with my performance in Amaths just now and I think I'm going to flunk my Geog, if not Chem:(
I still might pass the others:)

All that I remember would be that the 'perfect' topic came out for english.
"Dissappointment"
Just great no?? I was staring at the paper which in return grinned back at me...

Geog was rather stupid too...They gave us 3 writting papers...How many did I end up using??
ONE -.-

>.<
Seesh...But what else can I do right?? Whatever is done, is done:)
At least we don't repeat it during the Os aye??

Anyways, I have yet to pack for the camp this Friday...
Hmmmm, camp this Friday would probably mean I have to go during the afternoon service on Sunday:(
Seesh...I'm always sleepy on Sunday afternoons...-.-
And the problem is, I probably won't get much sleep during the camp, not much sleep on Sunday either, then there's school on Monday:(

Anyways, enough grumbling there:)

Tomorrow, Physics and Biology:) Then on Friday, Emaths T.T
Eventhough I really hate it, there's no vectors so really glad:):)

Oh ya, I might buy my track pants either tomorrow or on Friday morning when we're released early from school:):)
Yay!! We can go by 10.50am:):) And though its only like one and a half hours from the usual time, its still one and a half hours:)

So I need to study now:):)
Just wanted to de-stress:)

♥andrea♥

I say, No more.

2010-02-28T15:49:00.003+08:00

It was because you changed,
You went out of my range.
I can no longer see why I fell,
Sometimes I just go What The Hell?

My dearest friends have said to maybe wait and see.
But to me, I don't want another oppourtunity.
Can you believe it? Yes, I want out of things.
I want out of the drama that the life I used to yearn for might bring.

Its times like this I guess, when you feel worn to the core...
It like, "No, I can't keep this up anymore."
Yes, I should just stop exhausting myself from all this,
Stop thinking of things that makes me pissed.

Life is too short to live in regrets and pain.
This day, I realize the hopes I had were in vain.
No, there won't be another chance, I won't let it be.
No, I say, I won't give you the oppourtunity.

♥andrea♥

:D

2010-02-28T15:39:00.003+08:00

Heyy, I feel pleased that I'm able to give a post for 2 days in a row:)
Hahaha, and what more just a day before common tests-.-

Lols...Anyways, tomorrow, English paper and SS-SBQ...
Yay!! I have less things to study for SS, only the skills:D
Read through them last night, trying to get things into my head...
I didn't know I was sooo tired from the workshop until I hit my bed...
That was around 11pm +++...
Asking why I slept so late??
I was reading through english and social studies stuffs...-.-
I'm such a loser...My english might just fail tomorrow...
I dunno why I said that...Nevermnd...

Anyways, today, I went home right after Sunday School as I was feeling weird...
I dunno why but yea, I felt weird:)
Haha, no I was not having fever again. But my head was painful and I was feeling really sleepy and tired...
I was feeling the same way yesterday, just before lunch.
Nauseous, no appetite and cold-.-
Anyways...
Came home, slept for about half an hour ( oops, I extended 15 mins-.- )
And then I'm like lost in my revision...
If you can even call it revision.
I'm on a break now so..(:

So, I guess I'll end by wishing everyone GOOD LUCK FOR THE COMMON TESTS!!! :D

♥andrea♥

Rojak?

2010-02-27T21:37:00.002+08:00

Lols, if ou guys are thinking of the food rojak, then no, its not what my post is about today:)

Its more like I feel excited to go for the sec 1 camp but I feel a bit too lazy...
Can you believe it??
Like for the first time, I'm actually saying that I'm too lazy to go for a camp O.O
Apparently, I L♥ve camps...a bit xiao, but yeah, thats me:(
But the camp is like on the last day of Common Tests!!!
Gosh, I'm soo pressured to do well in my subjects already...-.-
I need to do well, better. I've been slacking too much like since last year-.-
I need to pick up my pace...

I realized that I'm less active in some things now...
Like in Prefectorial Board??
Gosh, some things to me are like POINTLESS...
Sorry, but really, after a while, you just feel so tired coz the problems are reapeted and you get extra scolding for things that you've been doing your best to solve:(
I hate it that sooo many times, the teachers don't see the amount of effort you put in to complete the work they assigned, the times you have sacrificed and they totally don't sympathize with you!! >.<
Yeah, talk about indigestion, not being able to study for tests, missing lessons, being late for tution classes and just feeling soo exhausted...?
Maybe thats just the small part of it...? I dunno....

Yess, I'm coplaining now, I shouldn't but I just did...):
I guess that I'm kinda feeling the pressure:(
Sometimes, you feel like..."I wish I never got the responsibility in the first place" No??

But of course, I feel a total opposite at times in Guides:)
Dunno why, but there's something about Guides...
Its stressful, yes. But at the end of the day, seeing what you have achieved, you don't feel so tired. The teachers emphatize with you, they scold for a reason(most of the times) and their activities and meetings are not what we call "good for nothing".
Sorry that I have to make prefectorial board like the worst thing in the world...
I don't mean to, but there is no system. The prefects somehow feel that the school is just using us. It seems that way doesn't it?
Its just an excuse for getting people to put chairs for assemblies, people to serve them for any functions, and many more??
I dunno, but come on...The only things that I can remeber to be worth it would be the Camp in St. John Island and the Adam Kooh Camp:)
Soo sorry, but I really need a plaze to give out my shizzz...

hais...Just to tired...-.-

Anyways, the workshop just now was ok I guess...
Really would have prefered to stay at home to study but it wasn't really that much of a waste of time:)
Good thing:)

♥andrea♥

P.S. I feel a bit weird in a good way today...Totally like, I soo don't give a damn anymore about my situation[the korean drama]. I think this is the stage where totally get over some people. You don't feel anything aanmore coozz it seems though that the person you once knew is no longer there....? Don't advise me to think it over, please.

Dissappointment:(

2010-02-26T15:43:00.002+08:00

Hello:)

Hmm, really happy yet confused??
Ok, not that confused but..I dunno...

I found out yesterday that all this while, I've been FULLY exempted from MT-.-
NICE...Totally wasted my time all this while much??
My teacher also said that was what happened to Abimere and Mitz last year...
Hais...But I'm still sitting for the paper regardless..
If I can that is...?
I won't let all those time in lessons go to waste.

Anyways, I'm gonna go for the sec one camp, YAYYY!!! ^^V
Totally pleased, of course:)
BUT (there's always a but)
I dun wanna go for the workshop tomorrow:(
The sec 4s, I believe have bonded enough, we don't need more bonding...
Its like, we had a bonding session before UG camp last year, bonded well enough during the camp itself and then you want us to bond some more???
pfft...
Totally tired and I have to study for my common tests.
FYI, it starts on MONDAY-.-

I wanna die for Emaths T.T
Same problem last year...but I dunno, maybe I should just practice more no??
Whatever it is, I'm gonna slack a bit today then study later:)
No, its not a form of procrastination, its just that its no use studying so hard if I know tha nothing is gonna go into my head coz I'm tired right??

Anyways, went to lunch after school with Rebecca, saw Nadiah, Haziqah, Joanna, Selina and Koun along the way...
Ate at BK, talked, walked around EastPoint:)
Lols, sounds like we slacked..haha:)
Wanted to get something really cute that could motivate me to study but, nothing really caught my eye-.-
I was looking for a stupid planner too...
Did I forget to mention that the school handbook was a total dissappointment??
We were so looking forward to getting it as it served really well as a planner but...
Seesh...What to do?
We got one that was all lines....=.='''
TOTALLY DISSAPPOINTING:(

But anyways, gonna get a good planner real soon, promise:)

So...gonna slack now:)

Toodles:D

♥andrea♥

THIS MORNING-.-

2010-02-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

hello, hello...
Shorrt post....

Today, had fever after the service and in the afternoon...-.-
Damn it, why today of all the days???
Have yet to fnish my homework, have no idea how to do the job application letter...And its been 2 weeks!!
OMG, sucha simple task and yet my brain won't function for it..-.-
Totally, dooped...

Anyways, this morning, I found out that me and Tita Oday was up for special number...DAMN IT..I guess I won't mind so much if you told me the night before...But I was told this morning!!! THIS MORNING!!!
Gawd...
Whatever....

Tomorrow, is Thinking Day and Founder's Day celebrations:)
Must come to school at 6.15am-.-
Damn, I know its early, but I must leave it that way...
Just to be sure:)
Might go home after the parade if I still have fever...
Gawd, everyone is falling sick now huh?
Take care people exams are coming....(:

♥andrea♥

P.S. My mom told me a little something that left me dumbfounded. If I stay on in school tomorrow, Jannine, I gotta tell you alite?? :)

Made it through today

2010-02-20T18:45:00.002+08:00

Hello:)
Hahas, well, I had sucha long and tiring day..gawd...

Had WTD celebrations at the stadium once again:)
May I add, its our last:(
whatevers..-.-
So happy to get Gold again this year...(:(:
All the sec 4s were hugging and jumping right after the WTD pagent:)
The performance, coz our guides were part of the opening show, was AWESOME!!!
We had this "photo-taking session" at the reception area later on...
OMG, we took a photo with Puan Noor Aishah herself!!
But dang, we didn't use our own camera...what a waste:(
We took loads of pics too...
Bah, I'm too lazy to upload-.-
Next time k???
Maybe I'll post it with Monday's parade:)

Missed cross country today and I have no more energy to do my homeworks:(
So sad, never gonna be able to run for cross country ever:(

Anyways, I should go rest now...
Totally unwell...
Btw, how I wished I could've gone to see the Chingay parade:(
Totally missed out on the sec 3 on the PAYM float:(
But still, good work guys..
Seeing you guys come to school so tired and sleepy...hais...really pity you guys...
But you made it through:)

♥andrea♥

Remind me why I bothered to linger?

2010-02-19T20:16:00.002+08:00

I find fairy tales such B.S.
Totally a bad influence to the younger generations.
Why?
They make the little innocent ones think that everything is just fine and dandy.
No worries, carefree and so simple.
As though things will always be in "happily ever after" state without effort, without you fighting for it, without the dramas.
Yes, there are some fairy tales that are nice, sweet and totally heart-melting.
But the innocent ones will just believe, not knowing the universal law of reap what you sow.
And that with no pain, there's no gain.
Fairy tales will leave the juveniles hurt and in a totally dissappointed state.
Don't hurt the innocent.

...............................................................................

Yess, I have nothing to do right?
Well, unfortunately, not that free...
Came from a tiring day.
I have to say, eventhough there was only 3 days of school for us, still, bushed...
Wednesday night, I studied till 12am for bio...
I'm not even sure if anything useful entered my head.
Thursday morning, woke up at 4am, trying to push notes into my head.
Dunno if it worked...
Thursday night, filing my emaths...
Not sure why I bothered...But haha, I told my mom this:
"If my teacher calls you tomorrow and says that I didn't do my work or I didn't hand in homework...whatsoever....Tell him that you know..."
And my mom was like..."ok"
LOL...amazing? Consider that normal....but not for my dad-.-
Anyhoos...
North, South, East and West division guides came over to my school today to practice for tomorrow-.-
Seemed like we were slaking off...? Not really...
Getting scolded from Mdm Perema, serving as ruuners & P.A. crew, don't forget back stage and coordinating the ushers for the other schools...Tiring no?
And it was such a hot day!!! Gawd...):
But no, it doesn't end there...Tomorrow...big day? Maybe...
Tomorrow, night and Sunday afternoon and night, mugg:(
Monday, come damn early to school...):
Peesh...and no Half-u!!!
Its like WTF?!?!?!
Ok, sorry but that is just B.S....
And all the way till remedial too...fish net ugh...
Damn hot and irritating dah....>.<

Ending post I guess...so long already...seesh...

♥andrea♥

P.S. I'm very blurr these days, if you talk to me and I don't get you or don't even hear you, forgive me:(

2010-02-14T18:51:00.003+08:00

Heyy...

Felt really sick the whole day...
I dunno why...
And FORTUNATELY, NOTHING HAPPENED:)
I was too busy ignoring;p
oooopss:(

Anyways...
I was SUPPOSED to sing actually...
The impromptu performance was all because my dad came into my room the night before and said this:
"I have a serious problem. I just receive a message from two jokers who said that they can't sing for special number tomorrow coz they don't have time to practice."

It took me a while to get the message and for the whole time I gave my dad a classic blank expression...
But no, I didn't sing coz I was unwell, didn't wake up early...
Reached church around 9.30-.-
Still, tried to look normal...I guess I looked normal...
My head was throbbing all the way through the tagalog service...
Wanted to go home but thought otherwise...

Anyways, listening to the song I'm supposed to play for Tita Oday and my sis...
Thank you by the Katinas...
Such a nice song♥♥
Here's the link to the version I'm planning to achieve...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8LbWPClATrc
if I even can that is...
You all very well know I get too lazy to learn a song when its by plucking...
Tita and I kinda got the blending sorted out...
Just my guitar left..
I've been strumming but I know plucking sounds soo much better:)

okaes, bye:)

♥andrea♥

CAN'T FACE UP TO REALITY? FYI, I DON'T CARE

2010-02-13T19:37:00.004+08:00

Ok, Now, I really have something to blog about...
Yes, I'm fumming mad now. Wanna know what happened??

I switched coms and opened my msn messanger. After checking who the hell is online, I read something that made me wanna throw a whole load of things at someone.

THAT SOMEONE SHOULD GET THIS INTO HIS HEAD:
I find you really irritating, you are such a childish fool whose actions makes me feel totally livid.
You knew from the start about my situation and yet, you come in and added fuel to the fire. You were warned and advised to stay out of things because I obviously will just give you just one thing; A COLD AND HEARTLESS REJECTION.

But you, being a stubbourn ass, persued your actions and asked others to even emphathize with you. Now, you can't face up to reality, you begin to curse me? I mean stop being such a petty idiot please! I know I'm gonna sound heartless here but please.

Almost everyone thinks that you are being a fool. And may I redeem myself, I add the word 'almost' to my sentence to sound nicer. If I wasn't the type to actually care about hurting people, I wouldn't have said that.

And you even have the guts to ask my friends to like what...? THREATEN ME? Look, its your problem to what you do on the things you spent time and effort on. I didn't ask yo to do anything right? What the hell was that reaction for??

I might get a lecture from pals on Wednesday morning.
'Andrea, that was a bit harsh of you'

FYI, THIS MIGHT BE THE ONLY WAY TO GET SOME PEOPLE TO THINK STRAIGHT.

I don't like being a mean person and hurting another. But as the saying goes, desperate times calls or desperate measures.

I don't think I can bear to apologize for this post or apologize for hurting you whatsoever. Right now, my temper is still at a high and I can't think of any reason why I shouldn't be angry at you.
May I remind you, my closest friends find you a pain too. Don't be angry at me, look at yourself first ok?

♥andrea♥

P.S. You wanna play the petty game with me, I'll give you the petty game. And fyi, it has started.

2010-02-13T18:05:00.003+08:00

Hello:)

Hahas, well nothing much to post today:)
I dunno where Tito Philip went.He was supposed to come over..
But who cares??
I like the free time in my hands(:
And no, I can't go and disturb anybody by SMS-ing them:(
My phone has been out of money for a very long time and I have yet to get a top-up-.-
yes, apparently, I'm just too lazy to buy....seesh...

okaes nothing interesting today arh....

I can't go online coz I'm using my dad's laptop, and it has no msn messengaer and all that...
So I guess, I'll conntinue with graphology research?
I dunno, I'm in no mood to do my homework...
I guess, I'll let myself slack today and then 'chiong' for the 2 days of holiday??
Yea, sounds much beter coz somehow, I feel too stressed to even think of anything....
Wait, maybe its not much of stress...
Just exhausted...
Oh and someone remind me to polish my boots and badge on Tuesday...
There's a rehersal on Wednesday...
I'm just too tired to talk about that now...

So...tata:)

♥andrea♥

P.S. To those lovely gals wishing me all the best for valentine's and all...well, I'm not expecting anything alites?? don't get yourself too excited k?? But I love ya guys for the support♥♥♥

Flowers♥

2010-02-12T16:35:00.002+08:00

Today was a really cool day:)
Well, I just reached me about an hour ago...
Went for lunch with Mira, Syafiqah and Sha'irah:)
Had lunch at Popeye's and had a good laugh at some lower secondary boys we saw trying to give their loved ones a gift..
Total LOL and immature.
That was how they did it...

Not loitering on that topic...

This morning, Mira gave us [reffered to the prefect clique ++ Syafiqah and Sha'irah] a flower each:)
That was sweet and Mira was ever so happy to recieve our hugs after we got our flowers.♥
Ok, looked a bit odd that we held flowers on our way to our morning duty and was still laughing hard at what soemone did to Geraldine. :D
No description given as I might die frrom it:(
But really, it was like the topic of the morning for us:)

Then came the concert.
I should say, great job for Dom and Nat for being the emcees:)
Well done you two..want a lolipop??hahaha:) ^^V
Then after the concert, some photo taking with our flowers:)
Haha, no pics with me now, but maybe later ya??

That's it then?
Advanced happy New Year and Valentine's Day:)

Which reminds me, tomorrow would mark a year ago when we, the guides, had camp in school over the period of Valentine's day:)
And also when we recieved the news of getting Gold for the year 2008:)
We knew it before anyone did...Stuck in a course remember??
I remember messaging people a happy valentine's like during the lesson itself...LOL..

Ok, enough reminising:)

♥andrea♥

:)

2010-02-11T18:55:00.005+08:00

Hello:D

Its been a while since I last blogged...
hmmm...lets see...UPDATES???

Well, Monday was-so far-the best day of 2010^^V
Yess, indeed.
2 free periods, NOT INCLUSIVE OF MOTHER TONGUE.
No structured remedials for both Humanities and English
And lastly, there wasn't really any tests the next day nor was there any homework dued.
Life was great.

Today is my 2nd free day of the week.
Miss Gina didn't come to school so no extra remedials for Amaths:)
Actually, I wanna finish the syllabus so that I can practice more.
I should be sad right?
But still, I was damn tired...
Almost fell asleep during the Physics test...
So I get to go home and sleep:)

And we had Thinking day rehersals with the scouts this Wednesday.
Unfortunately, we only have 2 rehersals for this parade...
Hais...so laat minute...
But I believe it won't be much of a problem:)
Only those on stage I guess??
The contingent is great anyway:)

And since we're on the topic, I guess I haven't said this out.
Huge congrats to Changkat Guides for recieving the PNA Gold award once again for both the 1st and 2nd Company:):):):)
3 years since we began with 2 companies, 3 years since we started getting double-golds:)
I thank and praise the Lord for that.
I was really greatful for that news and I was so ever happy^^

Anyways, a moment of bragging there...sorry:(

So, I guess that's all??
Gonna have lunch with Sha'irah, Mira and Syafiqah tomorrow.
I believe we're going to Tampines:)
Chinese New Year weekeend, gonna study??
Haha, yea, my life seems to revolve around studies:(
But I owe Mr Ho so much homework, and I havn't done any of my corrections>.<
Does anyone even do them???
Whatevver, I don't want him to start calling my parents or anything.

So plans are to study and practice my work and yes, I have so-called volunteered to help tutor my sis in her work.
Just great aye?
'O' Levels 'round the corner and I have a PSLE "student" in my hands-.-
But its the least I can do to help my parents I guess...

So Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!! :)

♥andrea♥

P.S. I'm researching on graphology now. Really cool stuff:)
P.P.S. I borrowed Sunday's at Tiffany's once again. The book still melts my heart:) I'm such a hopeless romantic. Please Forgive me:(

♥

2010-02-07T17:03:00.002+08:00

“It's possible to go on, no matter how impossible it seems, and that in time, the grief . . . lessens. It may not go away completely, but after a while it's not so overwhelming”
NICHOLAS SPARKS-DEAR JOHN

Yes, there are times when things seem almost impossible to forget.
But I know that one day will come when thigs are "Not so overwhelming"

....................................................................................

I was falling asleep just now during the tagalog service.
I guess that the week has really worn me out.
I feel so tired and I'm dreading the fact that there's a test tomorrow.
I have yet to study...
Geez, I migh flunk it...
But honestly, I don't have energy left in me to do anything productive.
Only good point of the day:
I was able to play the guitar and kinda relax myself:)
And now, I look like some bob-idiot...
The irritating guy from the salon went to cut my hair so short!!!
Gawd...
I asked him to layer and cut like 1cm or so...
I think he went to cut half an inch!!
DAMN...
Whatever it is...
have a great day:)

♥andrea♥

Happiness:)

2010-02-05T21:58:00.003+08:00

Today, I got some BIG NEWS...
Yess, it was a huge blow...
But The news would have to wait...

Anyways, it was an emotional ride for me today.
Yess, totally typical of a girl to have mood swings...
But today, it wasn't the cause of any hormones or chemical reactions in my body whatsoever..
Today, I was sooo...
Ugh...
I think I'd better not go into that...
Things may not look so good.

Anyways, today, we ran about 6 rounds around the school track
Thank God it was only 6 rounds and what more, on the school track!!!
Haha, but then I felt dizzy after that and wanted to puke my insides out.
And the best thing was, the next period was reccess followed by E.maths-_-
Speaking of which, I'm so gonna flunk my test...
I don't seem to remember anything once I see the paper..
Yess, reson why I joined that FB group..
My mind really does go blank...
Seesh...

Guides...
Well, the usual?
Had some rehersal with the scouts:)
THINKING DAY:(
My last and probably most memorable?
But ONCE A GUIDE, ALWAYS A GUIDE.

Anyways, I found something really worth saying today..
This is what happens when you're kinda bored and then start surfing the net for random stuffs...
I like to look around at quotes or sayings..
So here's one I found which I can totally relate to...

This also goes out to anyone upset now:) SMILE^V

Life is full of ups and downs. Spending 60 seconds being upset, angry, cross or mad is the same as losing one minute of happiness. So why not cherish what you have now and be happy? Life is afterall, too short to live in regrets. ♥♥

♥andrea♥

Calm & Cool

2010-02-02T19:50:00.002+08:00

Today, I didn't feel angry.
No. Today, I was not furious.
Today , I was LIVID.
Yes, I was, and maybe still am, LIVID.

It'll be cheap for me to be cursing my heads off on my blog.
Yes, it will seem really trashy if I were to start putting on vulgarities in my post.
And, no, I will not say anything tawdry that might cause some people to choke.

And no, today, I will not obsess on things so much.
I just need to let THEM know a little something.

Its fine if you don't want to cooperate.
Its fine if you treat us like dafts.
But I honestly am telling you now that all this will lead up to a formidable ending that will just cause you to shoot your heads off.
Do not say that you never saw it coming.
You know very well what we feel. That everyone knows.
Just hope that it actually comes through to you.

.......................................................................................................

Tomorrw, A.Maths test..
Thursday, Geography test.
Friday, Emaths test.
Monday, Social Studies test.

No one can stop the strength I feel in me:)

♥andrea♥

The freaking guilt you feel...

2010-01-29T22:25:00.002+08:00

Hello:)

Well, I'm like soo tired...
Today, we had circuit training with Mr Chan...
Did 3 sets...
eeeeeeeee......
I was sooo tired after that, but still, I was in a good mood:)
In guides, I was kinda hyper:)
Together with Amalina, we "entertained" the sec 1s...
hmmmmm...
Sing-a-long...whacko...flour-game...reflections...
Usuals...
And they want WATER-BOMB for next week's activity...
hhhhmmmm....
We'll see then:)

Oh yea, I really wanna say something out...
I feel so freaking pathetic....
I mean, up until now, I don't know what I'm feeling...
DAMN IT!!!!
And seriously, I wanna run to my bed and then start crying myself to sleep:(
I wanna do that now to comfort myself...
Why the hell am I so indecisive...
And no, I don't feel like crying coz of that issue...
No, no, no...
Its coz...
I feel so mean coz I'm such an irresponsible, fickle-minded, pathetic, and I wish that I can rewind time...
I feel so guilty that I've been such a "naughty" girl...
You know, I really haven't been at my tip-top condition for my spirituality side...
I slacked once in a while this year...
I shouldn't do it anymore...
I feel really bad and DOWN...
I don't know why...
Its like, I lack so much faith now-a-days that...I dunno...
I feel so heavy in the heart....
Damn it....
OMG....

This is such a long post....
Gosh..I wanna pray or do something soothing...

♥andrea♥

Overwhelming stupidity

2010-01-26T18:26:00.002+08:00

Hello to all:)

Yess, I know that my older post seemed so depressing and all that...
But yess, something happened that made me wanna change...
Golly gosh, I change my mind fast eh??

Anyway, a dream caused the whole turn in my heart.
Then I talked it out with friends...
Jannine was like "Oh my gosh...that's so sweet"
And I was like.."Err, sweet my foot...I'm gonna give up soon"

"YESSS!!! I'm gonna give up!!!
Its an endless and tiring game which I want out...
But of course...
Hais, the BUTs come in...
I might still continue if given a chance, but now, no, I don't want to fight in this battlefield."
This were the words in my mind as I explained things to Jannine:)

And when I found this fact to be more and more obvious in my heart, Jannine was like "touched" by it and soon her eyes were filled with tears-_-
Soon, I too, was overwhelmed by an unexplainable feeling in my heart and it poured out of my eyes...
And then the bell rang...
OMG...
That's the first time I ever cried over a guy...
Ok, maybe I didn't cry over a guy but its because of a guy that I cried...
Still counted...

I feel so stupid...

But I know that for now, if it isn't you, no one else can occupy this stupid heart of mine.
I'm so sorry if I'm boring you like hell.

But then, I found out something a little while ago....
Eeeeshhh...so complex....
That's love I guess...
I'm an idiot anyway...

♥andrea♥

Impossible wish..

2010-01-24T18:31:00.002+08:00

Just great, I'm back at this poem once again...
Staring at it makes me feel somewhat better?
I dunno, but I can relate...
This is for HIM..
Not you, HIM...
Kasi lagi akong sabi ng sabi ng sana..
Kahit alam ko na hindi nga tayo puwede...
Ano ba ang problema ko?
Hindi ko rin yan alam...
To go very cliche...
The cause and cure is you...-_- [I think. But hope otherwise]

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
You know he's happy with love and bliss,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...

♥andrea♥

Mood swings the whole day...SORRY-_-

2010-01-22T20:09:00.003+08:00

OMG....Today was a total mood swing kind of day...
I'm feeling so pathetic but I still want to talk about my day...

- Sleepy in the morning
- Happy during the 7.10am gathering:)
- Happy to announce the new prefects
- Laughed at Syafiq's reaction..[DAMN CUTE!!!]
- Stressed over surprise quiz...and it was not exactly a surprize...-_-
- Talked over PE Lesson [Mr Chan was not aroud^^V]
- Guys joined in the 'gossip' session soon-_-
- Planned what to do...[you know what rite??]
- Felt very bad...as in I feel like I was a very bad person..
- Felt so relieved and joyful...THANK YOU SOPHIE!!!
- Went out to buy lunch with Geraldine and Eliana after school:)
- Had guides introduction...
- Talked more and more about boring stufffs with the sec ones...
- Played games and strained my voice...Got totally pissed in the proccess...
- Scolded people...
- Felt like they deserved it but I feel bad...
- More drama...
- Went home!!!

Ok, I'm so freaking sorry....
Today, I've been feeling sorry for so many things!!!
And not only that, I'm freaking tired!!!

Sorry to hurt people..
Sorry for not being tactful when I was doing some stuffs yesterday...
Sorry for being so immature...
Sorry for digging out my feelings of the past...
Sorry for really not being able to imagine things that way...
Sorry to scold people I care about...
Sorry to have lost my temper over....nevermind that...
Sorry for going overboard...
Sorry that I am a fickle-minded person...

I don't mean to but, I'M SOOOO SORRY!!!

.......................................................................................................

Why do things have to be this way in my heart?
Why can't I be more open and let go of the past??
Its 2010!!!
I promised to be good!!!
But no, I had to let my emotions take over me once again...
Its been 2 freaking years!!!
But I'm trying, once again to seal this...
No, its not like I want to repeat a so-called mistake...
Was it even a mistake to like someone who liked you back but not tell them?
Maybe the not telling them part...
But it might have been for the better...
Its my graduating year, and if this stupid feeling in my heart will cause me to go astray like last year, no way can I let that happen...
I know, and I admit, I still have feelings for you SOMEHOW...
And as Sophia said, I have THE RIGHT to fall for him...AGAIN....
Our english lessons have caused me to think...
Its damn hard to let go...
And, I hate the NEW YOU...
I look for the one I fell for everytime I see you...
Its there sometimes...
But more than often, I can't see it in your eyes...
Just coldness and a freaking JERK...
I'll never know now right...?

♥andrea♥

Something:)

2010-01-18T16:47:00.002+08:00

I found out something that people said I shouldn't have,
I discovered something that someone wants to keep from me,
I verified something that I suspected for a while,
I understood something that maybe I should have not known.

Whatever it is,
I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ^_~V

♥andrea♥

seeesh....

2010-01-16T14:36:00.002+08:00

Hello:)

UPDATES:

-Forgot about bio test which was fortunately postponed
-Received a lot of homework, learnt lots of new things...
-Stayed back in school everyday until at least 5.30pm-_- [yay]
-Got pissed off by some people....NICE-_-
-Comforted some people....
-Struggled to hand in homework on time
-Stayed till 7.20pm on Thursday and Friday...
-Hand turned reddish pink because of rope burns:( [but it got better soon enough]
-Came late to school just now, came at 7.20am...REALLY SORRY:(
-Got and did some scolding...
-Went home

yess, its been really busy for me this week...
I feel so weary somehow and yet, I wanna finish my work.
I know, when you're weary, why do you want to finish your work?
but yess, I want to finish them.
I hated it when I always rushed to meet deadlines last year.
I promised myself not to mess things up this year.
I won't. Cross my heart and hope to die.

Anyways, pic of today and some from the days before are on facebook:)
Look there if you want coz I'm feeling kinda lazy to post pics now:)

♥andrea♥

P.S. Structured remedials starts next week-_- blog is still prophicised to be dead for another week or so....

2010-01-08T22:25:00.002+08:00

Hello!!!

Next week, busy week...
Like duh!!!!

Structured remedials are 'rumored' to be starting around next week...
Staying back every single day to prepare for the beloved CCA Orientation...
Busy, busy, busy...

Blog, PROPHESIED to be dead for the week:)

I'll be off to do more work, TATA!! ^^V

♥andrea♥

I'm bushed...

2010-01-05T19:02:00.003+08:00

Hello:)

Well, first two days of school and I'm bushed:(
Maybe its due to this morning's incident...
I suddenly feel soo burdened:(

But it'll pass, I guess...

The first piece of work given for the year was Ms Gina's surprize quiz...
no comments...
Then today, I realized that I have loads to memorize/recap...
Biology, chemistry, physics, social studies, geography..
I feel a rush to put every little detail into my head:(
Tuition was as usual yesterday...

Anyway, whole lot of things to do....
Teachers of the prefectorial board add on and makes things a whole lot worse...
I never understand who the hell to follow...
Its like one teacher will instruct one thing but the other gives a totally contrdicting instruction!!!
DAMN...

There's still thinking day preps coming up...
Also not forgetting CCA orientation>.<
And to Sophie, dun forget CNY-_-
Can we seriously back out?
I really don't think I can manage all these at one shot...
Whatever it is, I know I won't update with much elaboration anymore...
Maybe I'll post up pics like of Guides activities and other stuffs...
But I think this would be one of my last wordy post till after Os:(

So toodles now:)

♥andrea♥

P.S. 294 more days till the 'O' Levels

For 2010....Hold his hand♥

2010-01-02T16:44:00.003+08:00

1 day, a man was crossing a bridge with God.

He was kind of scared, so he asked God,
"Can I hold your hand so that I won't fall into the river?"

Then God said,
"No child. I should hold your hand"

He didn't understand and asked what the difference was.

God said,
"There's a big difference. If you hold my hand and something happens to you, chances are that you might let go. But if I hold your hand, you know for sure that whatever happens, I'll never let go."

Let God hold your hand as you walk through life.
You might let go sometimes, but his grip will never slip.

A blessed 2010 everyone!!! :)

♥andrea♥

I'm sooooo sorry:(

2009-12-31T23:20:00.003+08:00

Hey!!!!
OMG....

I'm SOOO SORRY TO THOSE WHO NEVER RECIEVE MY MESSAGE!!!!

I was greeting people via sms, but my phone hanged on me:(

AND THE REASON WHY I'M APOLOGIZING SO MUCH IS COZ SOME PEOPLE WHO I DIDN'T GREET WOULD HAVE EXPECTED AN SMS:(

But people I owe wishes to:
~Syafiqah
~Sophia [important gil lei ;p ]
~Other people from school? [Too many to specify]
~A few more guides?
~Church people [kinda like all the Titas and Titos:)]

But to those who got my sms, well, happy New Year again!!!

To all bloggers/facebookers/twitters/msn-ers[ lol ] HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
LOL:)

I'm like soo hyper this new year!! ^^V

BYE 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥andrea♥

updating only...

2009-12-31T15:29:00.002+08:00

Good afternoon!!!
Hahahahaha:)

Well, I haven't blog for a while....
hmmmm, nothing , much to say though..
updates...

~Got myself books and a new bag [ my old one I believe has a hole-.- ]
~Almost done with homework
~Went back to school to plan duty list 2 days ago
~Design a really weird looking cover page for the prefects' handbook too....[ Mr Koh will so not approve ]
~Got people to go for sec 1 orientation briefing by Mr Nahar a day ago
~Tried to diet..I repeat TRIED
~Gonna go back to popular to get my notes and those super cute paper clips!! ^^V
~I'm trying to find next year's timetable, anyone got a clue?

lol...this is boring eh?
Oh, my mom's cooking baked macaroni again later!! b^^d
yum yum yum:)
I believe she's gonna make cookies and cream ice cream cake later too:)
hais, so much food again...
And Tita Mhay will give us kasaba cake too;p
hahahaha:) I'm soo not fit anymore...
geeezzz.....

Anyway, Happy New year!!!
Last post of 2009, unless I post again later...[I probably will]

♥andrea♥

♥Last Christmas♥

2009-12-26T11:19:00.004+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥

Last Christmas,

I gave you my heart

But the very next day,

You gave it away

This year, to save me from tears,

I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy

I keep my distnace

But you still catch my eye

Tell me baby do you recognize me?

Well, its been a year, it doesn't surprise me

'Happy Christmas'

I wrapped it up and sent it,

With a note saying

"I love you--I meant it"

Now I know what a fool I've been

But if you kissed me now,

I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas,

I gave you my heart

But the very next day,

You gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

A crowded room,

Friends with tired eyes,

I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice

I thought you were someone to rely on

Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover

With a fire in her heart

A man undercover but you tore me apart

Now I've found a real love, yopu'll never fool me again

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Belated:)

2009-12-26T10:54:00.002+08:00

Hallo!!!!

Belated Merry Christmas everyone!!!!!

Hahaha:)
Well, I haven't blog for the past 2 days coz I was in church camp.
By right, I should be there today too to clean up but...
Hahahaha...
Well, I didn't stay overnight and now, only my dad went back:)

Anyways, the camp was ok...

I probably should post up that video I took of the carolling:)
Damn cute...
But DAMN LONG TOO!!!

Anyways, a big thank you to all those who sent a message at 12am on Christmas day:)
But I was playing with sparklers or whatever that is called...
Haha:)
I even hunged up on Moses....
oooooooopsssss.....
Sorry yea, like you said, it sounded really crazy around me...
Which it was:)

Hahahaha:)
Then I believed I sent out almost everyone a greeting right?
I hope so coz I think Ilost some people's number....):

Anyway....
Toodling out:)

♥andrea♥

Pasko na!!! ^^V

2009-12-23T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hello:)

Well, Tita Mhay, Tita Mercy and Tita Florence just left.
And like at last, the house is quiet-_-
I don't know why but my mum and her friends are superrrr noisy-.-
And yess, they are wayyyy noisier than me when I'm high in school.
But on the bright side, they made it feel more like christmas.
I mean, no offense but christmas in Singapore is kinda quiet
Quieter than in the Philippines anyway.

Anyway, I went for the Sec 1 registration just now.
Gawd...DAMN TIRED...
And some parents were a bit problematic
They were giving Mrs Ang quite a hard time eh?
But the lack of chairs would be the most pathetic part of it all.
Its the same every year!!!
But this year, they have LESS CHAIRS!!!
Smart huh?
Carrying chairs and wearing blazers are just THE BEST COMBO-_-

Ok, enough complaining:)
Merry christmas!!!!
Hahaha:) Church camp is tomorrow...
And yes, I havent finish my homeworks...
aish....

And I have presents!! ^^V
Wahahahahaha:)
Not gonna open them till christmas day itself!!! ;p

♥andrea♥

a super loooong post? Maybe not so....Just loong:)

2009-12-22T14:09:00.007+08:00

Hihi:) well, I haven't updated for a few days....
I guess this will be a long post?
I dunno, just be prepared to read...
I placed like 2 random pics-I don't want to be accused of killing people with boredom!!!
Ok-lame...

SUNDAY:

Another day where I struggle to keep my hair neat-.-
Then Sunday School...eeee...
My dad was talking about not looking down on your parents and all.
Ok, really, I RESPECT MY PARENTS.
But sometimes, they make you do things that hurt you feelings:(
I really hate it....
Then I felt guilty after the service...
I have been like really bad this year...
I believe my spiritual life has hit rock bottom...
Coz every time I feel stressed, I don't automatically seek help from God:(
And I haven't really been as prayerful as before...
Geez, I've deteriorated like hell....
I think its really time to bring back my old self.
The me who was still true to myself.
I must learn how to Handle my feelings and not let it get in the way.
Next year is an important year and I know that it'll be a great one too:)

MONDAY:

I woke up late a s usual.
I think I have insomnia...
No matter how early I lie in bed, I'll still fall asleep at 2.30am or so...
eeeeeeee.....I hate that you know:(
Then went out with my family again....
My sister got an MP3..It was supposed to be an i-Pod but I dunno what happened
My dad kept asking me what I wanted but I really had no wants this year...
Really...
I seem to be too scared for my exams to do any celebrating this year...
That sucks....
So I went for tuition after that..
Which reminds me, I need to get the answer key from Gabriel:(
I need to check my answers for those freaking papers-.-

TODAY:

Went to school for the sec 1 registration briefing-.-
Geez...Mr Gerrad told us to come at 10am but he made us wait half an hour for him coz he had a meeting-.-
Then during this 'lovely' half an hour, Sophia made me confess everything..
eeeeeeeeeeee.......
I hate it when that happens...
And I hate it when nonsense come out of her mouth...[you know what you were talking about just now]
Geezz....
After meeting, got the blazers from Mdm Adibah's office...
Fitted them then went home?;p
Hahahaha:)
Tomorrow will be a great day, I'm sure of it;p

So tata for now, I'm off to surf the net for random stuffs:)

♥andrea♥

Looooooong list before I can concentrate:(

2009-12-18T14:22:00.003+08:00

Ok, today would be my homework day...
:(
I gotta finish all my homeworks by Monday next week:(
See, Tuesday and Wednesday, I'm off to school...
Sec one registration-_-
Then after that, church camp on the 24th and 25th :s
seesh...
Sorry but I'm in no mood to celebrate...
I really want to just rush forward into time and get over the exams..
I somehow want to get away from here!!!
Nothing serious, but I need a change in environment:(

But next year, ooooo...
busy year:(
A good thing yet bad..?
Stress ain't good for us yet, it will put my mind at ease? :)
I must be mad!!

Let's see, I have a list of things to get over with next year before I am able to fully concentrate on studying...Hmmm, lets see...

~ Sec1'10 Registrations :( [more SMSs coming your way peeps]
~ First day of school!!! eeee...definitely a messy morning...
~ Unit Camp [at last^^]
~ Enrolment Camp [tired liao...]
~ CNY Concert-_-[why did I even bother?]
~ Thinking Day [preps, competitions and the actual day]
~ Speech day [definitely time consuming-_-]
~ Interveiws [ for both the SC and the GG(: ]
~ POP [ sad day:( ]
~ Prefects' investiture[ yessss!!!! About time ^^V]

Aish...
I can feel soo tired just by looking at it:(

♥andrea♥